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cik faisyura yg kalut.. =P

2006-04-13T23:18:00.000-07:00

hakhahka.. kalut kalut.. nyanyuk ke kalut.. aaa memane la.. 1stly sorry sgt to my darling hkahak.. amponnnn bie amponnn.. hehe tak berniat punn.. amponnnn ya 1000 kali.. =P

ermm arituh teringt lesen driving mati 12/4.. mmg date tu lekat dlm my mind.. so today kalut la balik keje gi post office sekali tak sempat since kalo nk deal ngn jpj kan kene before 6. huhuuh.. pastuh puas la pk cemane nk gi keje ni.. kalo ikut2 mmg nak gamble je.. aler 2 ari je la kot drive tade lesen.. sabtu ni buleh renew.. pastuhhh bie tabagi.. dia cakap biase nye time tade lesen la mende mende yg tak di ingini buleh jadik.. nak run time lunch pun tak sempat.. sure takes time punyela.. nak jalan gi parking, nak carik parking kt sri petaling tuh mmg la ampuunnn payah gile.. so since tade jalan lain so rase2 mcm nak naik lrt je dtg keje.. tapi bie suggest renew lesen pagi2 kol 8.30 and terus dia anta gi keje.. since tu la best option so ok la kan..

seperti di plan, kol 8.30 kitorg dah terpacak kt post office.. ermm terhegeh2 la pulak mamat pos ofis tu bukak pintu la apela.. haihhh.. aku ni dah mcm nak bad mood.. sbb pk keje byk gile kt opis.. dahi tu asik berkerut je.. bie dah siap2 tegur apesal muke nk marah je ni.. heheh.. bad mood bie bad mood.. hahah sebab.. hehe tade sebab sgt pun.. then dah queue kitorg pun renew la.. mase tuh dh kol 8.45 cmtuh.. pastuh since i pokai gile skg.. so ckp kt abg tuh nk renew setahun je. hehe murah sket.. rm30 je kan.. =P pastuh abg tuh pun bg ler my lesen.. then i pun tgk date.. 12/4/2008.. ermm dgn kompius nye i pun ask bie.. kite mintak setahun kan... kenape 2008? bukan 2007? bie pun tnye la.. bang, kenape 2008? dia pun selambe dek jawab.. btul lah.. sbb date tu jpj yg set.. mane bleh tuka.. since aku dh lmbt.. abaikan jela.. janji lesen idup.. ok tp me still discuss lagik ngn bie kenape 2008.. then bie tnye.. cube ayg tgk lesen lame.. bile expired.. i pun check then.. heheheeh.. teka.. heheh teka lahhhhh.. hahahah 12/4/2007.. hahahaha tahun depan la baru lesen mati...ngeeeee.. teradvance! hkaahhak tu la tuh.. kalut sgt.. siap bad mood bad mood lagik kt post office tuh.. haha malu sehhhh.. aaaa maluuuu.. malu ngn bie lagik sbb punye la pening cemane nk solve..hahaha.. adesss...

pengajaran kat sini.. bace date tu bia sekali ngn tahun nye.. =P

menjelang the big day..

2006-04-12T21:53:00.000-07:00

sudah lame rasenye stop buat preparation for my wedding.. kenape yek.. heheh sebab malas.. hehe angin btul.. kdg2 tuh rase tiap2 ari rajin je buat itu ini survey sane sini utk kenduri nnt.. pastuh ade satu point tu.. erkkk malas dah.. haha... yelah kan.. taleh la asik nk focus kawen je kan.. heheh tayah pressure2.. buat je yg mane mampu.. hakahk lagi satu reason ialah.. erkk bajet dah abih.. so terpakse la sambung bulan depan.. cmtula gayanye org yg tareti simpan duit ni.. hheheh (dalam words lain.. ialah org kuat shopping).. so this weekend rase macam dah semangat balik.. hehe poket pun tebal dah.. so bleh la nk beli itu ini.. (the best part) hahaha..
so memula i spend dlu my money utk service kete tuka itu ini.. huhuh ranap! over rm500 hehhhhh.. itu kalo beli sandal tuh dpt 20.. hahaah..

ermm so sunday tuh kua la ngn my mom beli langsir cadar kain etc etc.. glup! sib baik credit card bleh swipe lagik.. ngeeee... heheeh sebenarnyeh i try my best tamo gune duit my mom byk2.. sebab nnt mase kenduri nk gune byk.. heheh u know what i mean.. heheh.. =P tadelah.. frankly rase lagi puas kalo kawen duit sendiri.. selagi mampu la.. bab bab byr catering tuh.. erkk baru kasik kt parents.. heheh.. sunday tuh mmg tawaf kl.. sume kedai kt jln tar tuh kitorg masuk tak jugak jumpe kain lace yg berkenan di hati.. kaler ape? nak tau. heheh taleh.. suprise.. hahahah.. payahnye la nk jumpe kain tuh.. ade la jumpe kt euro moda tapi mak aihhhh mahai! so balik umah asik pk pk pk.. nak beli tamo nak beli tamo.. ermm taper take my time.. heehe..

monday.. cuti deting.. seperti biase la.. tiap2 bulan mesti nk off satu ari semate-mate nk deting ngn bie.. tgk ice age2.. haha lawak gilos.. before tuh singgah homelife.. settle kan pasal katil.. ermm overall buleh ckp 50% preparation dah siap.. i mean decision la.. hahah tapi decision aku ni mcm lalang.. ngeee.. arini rase nk buat cmni.. nnt output jadik lain.. cik faisyura mmg cmtuh.. cewet!

sbb rase tak sng ati psl kain lace tuh, so pg lagik smbung survey kain tuh ari selase.. ngeee.. adela satu butik tuh kasik sewa kain tuh.. i mean baju la dah siap la.. tapi over rm1k jugak.. ermm kalo beli pun maybe still same price but the diff is baju tu is mine.. smpi dah nak mlm i still cant decide.. huhu cerewet kah saye? heehe.. ermm sbb dah penat akhirnye i took the best option. so beli jugak kain tuh.. abis cerite.. abis ke? huhuh.. byk lagik tuh.. rase lega tuh adela kot.. sbb dah terbeli so tayah pening2 nk pk baik sewa or baik buat.. dah beli so terpakse la buat.. aaaa.. bia bia.. janji puas ati.. =P bie happy sgt.. yelah setelah 4 bulan baru dpt jumpe kaler yg i like the most utk reception kt my house.. heheh.. cian jugak kt mamat hero tuh.. penat dia jadi driver ke hulu ke hilir.. ngeee.. lap u bebeh..

so now, baju dah setel.. tinggal tempah je.. kain2 sume dah beli.. cadar pun.. langsir pun.. bunge for hantaran n doorgift pun dah tempah.. ermm ape lagik eh.. ooohh pelamin.. ermm yg tuh next month la nampaknyehhh.. biasela.. over budget.. heheheh..

axon team building @ redang

2006-03-31T20:45:00.000-08:00

dahle weken lepas burn sebab gi kursus kawen; dis week pulak kene gi redang.. alahaiii la.. ponat! tadela excited sgt nk pegi sebab dah tau dah itenary dia full gilesss.. lainla dpt lepak2 hehe.. free n easy.. baru la excited nk pegi.. bertolak dari klia kol 10 cmtuh.. smpi tganu dah tgh hari.. pastuh naik bas gi jeti pastuh naik bot gi redang.. ermm panas tul kat sane.. tapi nk duk dlm bot tu lagi rase nk mabux.. so pg berdiri kt depan bot tuhh.. ala-ala titanic.. hehehe.. takot gak.. sbb kecik je space.. tergolek kang naya je.. hahaha.. smpi2 tuh terus mkn n start meeting smpi le ke mlm.. pastu smbung ice breaking session.. tak larat sgt dah time tu.. mmg rase nk lelap je.. tapi d jungle team tuh.. buat2 tak phm je.. lagik la ajak main game la joget-joget.. huhuh.. tak kuase aku nk lyn.. tp fun la jugak..hehe terus ilang ngantuk.. malam tu balik bilik terus tidoooooooooooo smpi pagi..

next day tu rase malas tul nak bangun.. tapiiii kene la jugak cz ade outdoor activity pulak... tapi mak aihhh panas le sengsangat.. smpi sakit pale.. dari pagi smpi kol 4 main panas.. huhu.. kol 4 tu mandi pastuh terus tidooooo.. kol 6 baru ade mood nk bangun.. so tgk2 pantai.. hehe sib baik tak panas dah.. so bleh la terjun laut.. aaaa layannnn.. lame dah tu tak mandi pantai.. dah maghrib baru balik.. then ade bbq.. ermm menang lucky draw.. hehe tapenah2 la pulak.. sllu mmg tak berlucky.. then bile diorg start nak mabux-mabux i pun cabut balik bilik.. haha tak kuase nak layan.. dah start nk dance floor.. huhuh.. no comment.. =P

esok pagi2 bangun breakfast pastuuu yeay gi snorkel.. hahah best.. best.. jumpe nemo ngn baby shark.. paling best.. ngeee tak yah pun swim.. abg tuh tlg tarikkan.. dari tepi smpi ke tgh.. talepas pelampung.. hahaha.. penakut sungguh.. then terus siap2 nak balik.. ermm paling bosan kene tunggu kt aiport tganu tu smpi 2 jam.. sangap! smpi klia dah penat gile.. time tunggu bie smpi ade pulak pakcik teksi gatal kacau.. smpi nk ikut2.. duk sebelah siap letak tgn kt belakang.. amboiii.. ingt aku ni sape.. geram gile.. ermm bile bie smpi report kt bie.. heheh.. pastuuu dgn heronyeh bie pg sound pakcik tuh.. hahaah cuak jugak aku.. buatnye dia tumbuk bf aku.. hehe.. tapi then pakcik tuh say sorry.. ermm tu la.. lenkali jgn nk gatal2.. padan muke!

just grad!

2006-03-26T20:31:00.000-08:00

hohoho.. cuba teka.. aaaa salah.. hehe.. dalam takot takot nk pg kursus kawen akhirnye terpergi jugak.. hehe.. bie dah lame ajak tapi ngeeee.. asik postpone.. pastuh sebab makin lame makin byk hal.. makin bizi so kene jugak la ni pakse rela pegi.. sib baik ade emy n razif.. so adela jugak geng kat sane.. ermm overall okeyla jugak.. tadela ngamtux sgt pun.. lawak tapi berilmiah la.. ustaz n ustazah dia sume open gile.. hehe naik segan jugak dibuatnyeh.. hahaha.. mmg byk jugak gained knowledge psl marriage life arituh.. insyaAllah bleh la apply nnt.. hehe.. so sesape nk pegi kursus kawen yg best sile la regis kt pkpi.. ade website dia.. alaa.. korg google je la.. mmg tak rugi.. ustaz sume sporting2.. tapiiii sape yg duk depan.. (pompuan) jage2 eh.. sebab nnt ustaz tanye sorg2 nak anak bape.. hehehekehk.. tapi yg paling best sebab kursus tu dekat dgn sogo.. hehe.. bleh la jugak window shopping ataupun shopping time rehat.. hehehe..ermm cuntuhnyeh bie makan tumpah.. pastuh comot. pastuh beli baju baru pakai terus.. heheh.. smpi member sebelah pun tanye.. "aik.. sempat tuka baju???" hahahh lawakla bie ni... =P rabu ni dpt sijil.. bleh kawen dah.. hahah..

dup dup dup

2006-03-23T10:41:00.000-08:00

4 month 3 weeks 6 days.. ermmm..

apeeeeee??? 4 month je tinggal????

sob sob sob.. i miss u mok..

2006-03-23T10:27:00.000-08:00

huhuh sedes ni.. my cat died yesterday.. rase cam tak percaye je.. =( mlm tadi dia meow mcm bunyi sakit n bdn dia sejuk je.. pastuh dia duk diam je kat hall.. tak kacau org.. tgk dh rase lain.. my mom pun pegang2 bdn dia.. pastu my mom ckp bdn dia sejuk sgt.. kucing ni kalo bdn sejuk mmg tande nk mati dah.. so suap dia mkn minum.. pastuh dia tido.. since dh lewat mlm, so my dad ckp nk bwk dia gi clinic pagi ni..before i pegi keje, dia meow slow je to me.. tapi stay lagik baring kt favourite kusyen dia.. i pun touch him a bit.. tapi dia tak response sgt.. he look so weak.. and smlm balik keje, my mom ckp mok dh mati.. time tuh tade sape kt umah.. maknenyeh pas i gi keje la kot since im the last person yg kua umah..

actually i got 3 cats but mok is the only one yang manje, dengar cakap (btul ni....), paling tak nakal.. cikky ngn chik mmg tak berape rapat sgt.. ntah diorg ni.. perasan macho.. panggil name asik nak jeling je.. kalo tegur org pun tak lain tak bukan mmg sbb nak mkn.. pastuh balik umah pun time nak tido or nk mkn je lah.. tapi mok lain.. tido pun nak kene ade org kat tepi. sllu tgk tv sesame.. baik je.. kua umah pun jarang.. paling jauh pun sllu lepak atas batu kat gate depan.. tak pun depan umah je lah.. sllu suke cari attention.. kalo org tak layan dia try jugak buat somthing smpi org main ngn dia.. kalo dah geram dia akan lay down kt tgh2 hall.. pastu baring panjang2.. pastuh buat2 mati.. tak gerak.. smpi ade org amik dia.. huhhu.. ingt lagik last week mase i balik keje, when he saw my car, ttbe dia dah tegolek2 kat jalan tuh suh amik dia.. padahal i baru nk bukak gate.. pastuh.. bile tgk i masuk balik kete.. dia pun baring kt tmpt i nak park my car.. saje buat2 tido kat situ.. puas i hon dia.. dia buat dek je.. bile i kua kete nak alih dia.. dia bgn.. bile i masuk balik, dia dtg balik kt situ tido lagi.. sajeee btul.. pastuh sbb dah geram sgt.. i pun tekan hon kasik dia takot.. buleh tu dia wat dek je.. pastu ape lagi my mom pun kua la angkat dia.. hahaah.. nakal sungguh.. =P huhu.. skg tak tau nak main main ngn sape kt umah.. tgk tv pun sunyi je.. tade sape nk rebut kusyen my mom.. hahah mok ni suke tido ngn bantal.. kalo i tarik nnt dia grab balik kusyen tuh.. pastuh cepat2 tido atas kusyen tuh.. takpun kalo dia nmpk i nak duk kat kerusi cepat2 dia lari tido kt situ.. saje dengki..

kalo my younger bro. balik umah, mok mesti nk tido sesame dlm bilik dia..masuk bwh comforter tuh.. kalo mymom kejut my bro, my bro mcm menggeliat, dia pun ikut menggeliat.. kalo my bro tutup muke ngn bantal, dia pun tutup muke dia ngn tgn dia.. kalo my bro bwk balik kwn-kwn nnt dia majuk sbb tamuat nk tido kt katil tuh.. so tande protes dia pun tido dlm almari tv my mom.. kt tmpt astro tuh.. pastuh kua kan ekor dia.. (heheeh nk btau la tuh dia tido kt situ..=P) ermmm.. bie pun ckp sllu kalo dia dtg mok mesti golek2 depan kete dia.. smlm tade pun... ahhhh lain nyeh rase... i miss u mok.. rase cam nak balik je.. tade mood nk buat keje..

si ulat ijau

2006-03-17T16:30:00.000-08:00

hkahkhakhaka.. adess.. lawak sungguh.. (gelak guling-guling)
tadiii aku nk lunch ngn si fazilla, nisa n wahida.. the only malay frens yg ade kat opis ni la..
pastu jln panas2 pergi kt parking kete.. sebab ingt nk mkn pizza.. beriya sungguh ni.. kitrog pun masuk la dlm ~~oven~~ kereta.. sambil aku nk bukak aircond aku pun toleh la belakang.. pastuh aku nmpk la ade mende kaler ijau duk merayap kat pipi fazilla ni.. yg si fazilla ni pun duk wat tak kesah je.. aku pon sound.. eh ape tuh?? (sambil tunjuk kat pipi dia la ni.. ) pastuh aku pun dekat kan muke aku nk tgk la ape mende tuh.. pastuh aku tercakap.. aaa ulat...!!!
yng si fazilla ni pulak dgr je ulat terus la menepis dan berindak mcm org ilang akal.. minah ni anak dah satu.. tapi melompat cam kanak-kanak dah.. bile aku tgk dia tepis ulat tu ke arah aku..aku pun dgn jayanyeh jerit sambil lari kua kete.. hkahaka buduh btul.. dan di sebabkan aku lari bagai org ilang akal ngn si fazilla ni.. si niza ngn wahida yg tak tau ape2 pun jerit jugak lari jugak kua kete.. bile sume dah lari kua kete dirog pun tanye aku apesal.. aku pun ckp la ade ulat kt muka fazilla.. dgr aku ckp cmtuh.. sekali lagi diorg lari jerit menjauhi fazilla.. kesiyan jugak tgk sume org tamo dekat ngn fazilla..hkahakah pastuh bile keadaan kembali reda.. kitorg pun balik la ke kereta.. carik ulat tuh.. pas berjaya halau ulat tu sume masuk balik dlm kete.. baru aku nk tutup pintu ttbe fazilla suh check muka dia.. adelagi tak ulat.. ttbe aku ckp eee tu ape.. (actually aku tgk kt cermin mate dia ade somthing green jugak..) dgr cmtuh sekali lagi la minah2 ni lari kua kete termasuk la aku.. hakahak fazilla dh mcm org ilang akal dah.. dia dtg kt kiorg, kiorg duk lari jauh.. takot.. sbb tade sape nk tlg buangkan ulat tuh, terus dia cmpak cermin mate dia.. khakhakha sakit perut aku tgk kepanikan dia.. padahal kalo aku mau pengsan.. sib baik jugak tak pecah cermin mate dia.. akhkhaahk.. pastuh kitog pun check la each other tgk ade ulat tak merayap kt mane2.. dh kompm baru masuk kete.. pergi makan pizza.. hkahakahk adeeeeii.. sib baik tade org record perangai kitorg kt parking tuh.. kalo tak bikin malu kompeni je...hkahkahak..

smpi pizza, penuh pulak.. so mkn kfc.. kt kfc smbung gelak pasal si ulat ijau.. hkahkahk.. fazilla ttbe rase bersalah 'kidnap' ulat ijau tuh.. dia ckp mesti mak ulat tuh carik dia.. tadiii nmpk tgh mkn daun ttbe dah ilang.. hakakhak sabo jela aku... senget btul kawan ngn diorg ni.. hakhkahak..

memang sajeee...

2006-03-17T10:51:00.000-08:00

memang saje bamun lambat arini.. 7.45 am.. ingt nk extend je smpi kol 8.. tapi bukan buleh tido dah pun.. golek sane sini.. sajeeeeee malas!
pastuh saje pilih baju lambat-lambat..iron baju pun lambat-lambat.. rajin pulak nak iron baju arini.. sllu pakai tshirt ngn jeans je.. =P siap ingt tuh.. arini jumaat.. so pakai tudung ijau baju ijau.. acehhhh.. islamic tuhhh..
pastu sempat singgah2 kat kedai beli roti la apela.. saje nak smpi opis lmbt.. tapiiii.. terawal la jugak sebab jln tak jem langsung.. (plus aku bwk laju gegiless.. heheh =P)
ermm sume ni sebab geram smlm online ngn system smpi kol 3... ngamtuks beb!!!
tapi pakse rela jugak buat keje.. huhuh..

pastuuhhh pagi ni nak mase login laptop.. teettttttttttt... aku punye username kene lock out ngn admin.. cehh!!! tak jalan keje btul!! kenala tunggu helpit datang.. ni mesti kes vpn connection smlm ni..

aaa mkn nasik lemak la dlu..bace paper.. lalaalalala.. bos pun tade.. im da bos im da boss.... hakhkhakakha.. sawan btul!

trapped!!!

2006-03-16T18:14:00.000-08:00

cehhh.. geram btul ngn team lead aku sorg ni.. ape la hai mamat ni nak.. rase cam program aku dah ok.. dah meet requirement dah pun.. ade je la pulak issue yg dia nak raise up.. masalahnyeh aku tapaham le bebenor ape dia cuba buat.. apesal nak pening2.. ikut je la ape functional tuh suruh.. bile aku ckp opinion aku, dia ckp aaaaa u rite.. but i think better if blablablalblabalb...
pastu aku pun ikut la cara dia.. tetibe aku rase tadela logic nyeh kat situ.. datang balik kt dia.. dia ckp ayat yg same.. oooooic.. ermm but what if we blablablablablab... apeeeeeeeni?????
seploh kali aku ckp effect daro logic dia, seploh kali jugak2 dia bg new solution.. eeeeee... peningla camni.. sakit jugak otak aku pikir apela logic nyeh yg dia cuba buat kt program aku.. nnt kalo tetibe program tak work aku jugak la yang pening nk betulkan sume balik.. eeeeee.. susah jugak dpt teamlead yg genius camni.. kalo aku phm okla jugak.. ni totally taktau ape yg dia nk godek2 lagik program tuh.. dah le dah lepas dateline ni.. ngeeee.. gerammmmmmmm.. tgk sbb dia la aku trapped kt opis ni.. hujan lebat.. gelap gile.. kilat2 lagik.. haihhhh.. kalo aku tayah tanye dia tadi lagi ok kot.. at least dah bleh suh functional kat sane test.. kalo dia tapuas ati taula dia komplen nnt.. tp tu nnt punye citela.. menciiiiiii.. ni bile ujan nk benti ni.. golap ni.. takot pulak nk jalan sensowang gi parking.. huhuhhu...=(

love myself.. hikhikhik..

2006-03-11T17:14:00.000-08:00

so many things to be done today..
pepagi mase nak kua dah kene lecture ngn my mom.. aihhh.. lately ni asik nak gado-gado je ngn my mom.. taperla.. orang kate normal la tuh.. bride do fight with mom.. bile pk pk balik sebenarnyeh tade la hal sgt pun.. apesal ntah.. asik2 ade je mende tak kene.. dedua senkitip btul skg ni.. but my sis kate my mom mmg cmtuh time anak dia nak kawen dia mmg agak sensitif.. so best way ialah diam kan je.. or ye kan je.. so sbb today i think i do nothing wrong, so i keep quite je la kan.. agak2 dia dah reda tu i terus la kua.. nnt duk lame2 nnt takot jadik lagik pjg citenyeh..

so meet my bie.. 1st thing to do ialah anta kete ku ke workshop... then pg beli brg2 kete and anta brg2 tu ke afuk.. aihhh.. ranap duit! huhuh.. senget jugak bahu rase time nak byr.. apeleeee maahal sgt brg2 kete ni.. kalo beli sandal buleh dpt 10!! kalo masuk byr upah repair buleh dpt 20 new sandals.. aaaaaa tertekan btul! ingt nak tukar timing belt tapiiii tasempat pulak.. afuk kate kalo tuka timing belt isnin baru siap.. taleh la cmtuh.. cmne lak nk gi keje.. taperla lenkali..
pastuh gi jumpe tailor.. nak design baju nikah.. hopefully cantik la.. pening dah sebenarnyeh pale ni.. so agak2 puas ati terus ckp ok.. hohoohho.. sebab dah anta baju so kene make sure tak gemuk.. kalo tak ade yg tamuat pakai baju nnt.. adessss..

and after that do lil shopping.. hkahakahk.. bie dah ngamtuks sgt.. dia suh gi shopping cz dia nk titon dalam kete.. hahah.. peluang ni... rugiiiii.. hahaha.. dpt gak satu new jeans.. yeay!!.. pastuh pick my besfren kat uia.. kitorg nak pegi memanja-manja kan diri.. hkahakahka.. kat spa.. jgn mareee... hahah.. laki taleh masuk.. pompuan saje.. best wooo.. rase segar sgt bdn pastuh.. segale mandi yg ade aku amik.. hahahh.. tapi mase nak byr agak terketar2 jugak la.. hahaha... taperr.. yg ni utk diri sendiri.. so taleh berkira sgt.. hehehe.. next wed nk buat facial pulak sbb arini taksempat nak buat full package.. balik tuh amik my car.. aaaa penat! balik terus nak titonnnnn..

aaaaa arini dah genap 3 months im engaged to my bie.. love u syg!!

pening lain~~

2006-03-09T09:32:00.000-08:00

makan lamb chop tadiii...
adessss.. kepala pusinggggg..
tulungggg...
(+_+)

tensen keje..

2006-03-03T17:17:00.000-08:00

pernahkah anda terase macam nak ngamukssss sengsangat kat office??

tapi kalo jerit kuat2 ke hape ke.. nanti orang kate kene sawan pulak..
so nak release tension, makan! makan! makan! pastu gomok! aaaaa lagi tensen..

tula tuh.. tgk dah merapu dah ni.. ala-ala blogger yg sakit jiwa.. hehe.. ehh mintak di jauhkan.. tabaik cakap bukan-bukan.. ini sume gara-gara project tunggal aku ni.. si goodrich aerostructure ni.. apela diorg ni.. buang mase buang tenage btul.. lenkali kalo nak kasik work request pun decide la dlu bebtul nak cemane.. ini tak.. bagi zasss 400 programs.. pastuh doing halfway; cakap ehh tajadiii.. buat camni camni camni.. yang lame tu tamo.. no need to do like dat.. ohohho.. delete le balik.. pastuh dah siap sume tetiba cakap; errkk sorry for late inform.. we need the changes back.. whaddaaaaa~~~ apelaaa.. kan ke dah buat keje keje membazir namenyeh.. ni sape yang susah.. akuuuu jugakkk.. kalo sekali taper.. ni dah masuk 5 ke 6 kali.. asik tukarrrr je.. sedar ke tak ni diorang bagi 400 over programs? kalo satu taperla.. ok taper.. kali ni maafkan.. pasni kalo dah siap pastuh bising tukar balik tukar balik siapla.. hehe.. siap ape? siapla aku kene buat.. hkahakahk kan client alwes right! apela power kite sebagai consultant.. huhuhu..

ermm surat serah diri jpa sudah sampeii.. alahai.. abis gue.. serah diri je la kan.. kalo dia panggil kene la carik jalan nak escape selagi bonding ngn company tak abih lagik.. kalo tak.. lega sket.. aaa whatever.. ape ape je la.. takuase dah nak pening2 pale.. =P

eeee!

2006-03-01T01:09:00.000-08:00

bile la kinder bueno aku nk keras ni.. tadi beli kat 7-11.. panas sgt kat luar.. smpi opis nk mkn dah cair... penat aku tenung cekelet ni kat atas meja..cmtuh jugak dia.. opis ni pulak mcm peti sejuk.. tapi kenape tak mampu nk keraskan choc ni.. selalu senang je keras balik.. aaaa nak letak dlm fridge musti kene baham nanti..

wooo wooo today is really not my day.. =(

2006-02-24T23:58:00.000-08:00

erkk where to start.. morning in office.. im not feeling well.. still.. cough n flu.. headache.. so tade mood langsung nak buat keje.. but my team lead assigned a few work requests jugak.. terpakse jugak buat.. then sambil2 tuh cetim ngn seema bout sales in isetan n sogo.. heehe.. girls n shopping.. hehe.. =P saje la to cheer me up sket.. we plan to go shopping after our community event meeting at ampang tonite.. so terase best la sket..

then lunch time we plan to eat at penang kitchen at sri petaling.. sebab dah bosan sangat.. tatawu nk mkn ape dah.. so sanggup la redah panas amik kete jauh2 kat parking tuh sebab nak makan luar.. pastuhhhh.. smpi sane tgk2 tutup la pulak.. terus blur tatawuu nk mkn ape.. nk mkn restaurant lain tapi tade selera sebab kes brid flu la ni.. last last telan la jugak KFC.. eh kfc pun ayam.. tapi sebab confident sket la kan compare ngn ayam kt restaurant kan...

balik tuh me n seema still excited bout our shopping plan.. we plan to leave early after the dinner.. so we can have time to rush to klcc.. 5.30 sharp we heading to my car.. me; seema n wahida.. and we happily tell wahida bout our plan.. but then after the traffic light in front of tpm, suddenly i heard somthing wrong with my engine.. oo-oooo.. i park kat tepi apartment ape tuh.. doesnt matterla name dia ape punn.. try tgk ape yg tak kene with my kancil tuh.. tengok air kosong.. ermm might be la kot.. overheat tapi tgk temperature level ok je.. so i decided to go to 7-11 nearby.. pastuuu.. hujan le pulakk.. lebat.. dah le mmg tgh tak sehat.. adeihhh... pastuh nk jadi cite kt 7-11 tuh tade air mineral biase.. kene la beli yg mhl tuh.. 2 bottles= rm11.20.. huhu mahal kan? taperla.. emergency.. then nk call orang credit pulak abih.. adeihhh time time ni la pulak.. =( so thank God i got seema n wahida with me.. so gune la phone diorg..

then i wait for my colleague to come.. luckily i got anuar to see what's wrong with my car.. and he found out that one of my spark plug tercabut.. adeihh.. cemane la bleh terkeluar lak.. pelik gile.. hampes si anuar tuh gelakkan.. then nak masukkan balik kene ade tool dia.. and i dun have any tool pun in my car.. hahaha kete pompuan.. penuh ngn sandal je.. =P penat la si anuar try tapi taleh jugak.. then i give up la.. so i decided to left my car kat situh je.. sebab ade miting kat ampang tuh.. huhu.. sedeih nyeh la.. time bie jauh la pulak jadi cmni.. then i phone all my colleagues ingat nak tumpang tapi sume dah pegi.. so tade choice terpakse naik lrt.. hohoho.. penatt... dah le crowded giless.. rase cm nk pengsan.. luckily bara' ade then he fecth us from jelatek n drive us to tamarind hill.. and he offer me help to look after my car.. tenkiu dude..

so sampai sane tgk sume org dah mkn2.. so i tought we lucky cz we missed the presentation.. hakahakk.. malas la nk dgr kan.. =P so ingt pas mkn ni bleh cabut.. but then actually they ddnt start at all.. haisehhh.. they start the event with dinner 1st.. alerr... means we have to wait for presentation.. hohoo.. =( =(

sebab penat so tade mood nk mkn sgt.. then dgr je presentation from our boss.. tgh dgr2 tuh.. ttbe bang!.. oo-ooo ape tuh.. at 1st all of us laugh cz we tought one of our colleague jatuh kerusi.. ermm but then sume shock.. sebab he actually fainted n his head hit.. hit ape eh.. dunno.. maybe batu ke ape ke.. so he's bleeding.. then the ambulance pun dtg.. he was hospitalized then.. i hope he's ok.. pity him.. =(

after that; i went back to my home; feel so tired; worried bout my car..frust ~~coz tadapat shopping.. =P~~ eeee.. frust sebab call bie takdpt.. huhu.. =( malam tuh lega sgt bile bara' call ckp he can bring my car back tonite.. sebenarnyeh dah talarat nak bgn dah.. rase nk tumbang je.. pening pale kene hujan.. batuk lagikk.. semeseme lagikk.. adeihh.. esok he offer another help nk bwk kete gi workshop ngn azren.. aaa terharunyehh.. mekasih ya bara'..

so malam tu tido dgn rase down sekali.. aaaa esok ade go-kart kt shah alam.. taleh pegi.. kete tade.. huhuuh =( =( wish my team bleh menang! good luck guys!

feninfenin

2006-02-22T15:24:00.000-08:00

eeeeee.. tade mood.. bie jauh.. keje dah siap.. ade gak yang tak siap.. tapi malas..
eeeeee.. demam lagik.. batuk lagik.. sakit tekak lagi.. tapi yang pergi gatal join makan ikan pari bakar panas-panas tadi kenape..hehe..
eeeeee.. sangap.. pening sgt dah pale ni.. mane panadol.. tak bawakle pulak..
eeeeee.. yeay.. tapi arini kire best sebab bos tade..

ntah nape today rase sume tak kene.. windu bie kot.. bie jauhhhh kat ireland.. =( bile nak balik ni.. aaaa~~so sebab dah busan sgt, ttbe angin monsun 'wedding' tu dah dtg balik.. dah lame benti buat research kawen kawen ni.. so arini satu ari kat opis tgk gambar2 org kawen.. ermmmm.. sume event diorg nmpk meriah gegila.. padahal kdg2 tgk baju dia tak de la cantik sgt tapi kenape nampk berseri je sume pengantin; pelamin pun.. ade yg lawa ade yg biase je.. tapi cantik pulak bile tgk overall dgn majlis tuh..pastuh tak kire la kaler ape pun diorg pilih, sume nampak cantikk..aaaa.. tetiba rase cuak le sesangat.. tinggal 5 month ++ lagi from my big day..tak banyak preparation yg dah buat.. so far, bunge telur my mom dah pilih design, bunge pahar pun..bedding utk my room pon dah beli.. half je.. kain nikah pun half.. heheh.. kenape sume half ni.. sebabbbbb.. bajet abih dah..kene tunggu next month gaji masuk baru buleh start balik beli2 barang.. =P

aaaa tabest tul tgk gmbr2 kawen org kt fotopages ni.. sebab takot my big day nnt tak nmpk semeriah diorg.. huhu.. takot.. agaknye sume org ke rase ape aku rase skg ni.. taleh imagine ape yg jadi on that day.. n taleh nk imagine cemane susasane arituh nnt..berjalan lancar ke tak sumenyeh.. haihhh.. hope everything nnt ok la.. pening btul bile pk.. hehe.. pk byk sgt kot aku ni..takpelah.. buat the best je lah.. so at least tade la rase frust sebab dah buat the best.. so planning kene btul..so tak kelam kabut.. ehh tapi kan.. mase tunang arituh pun, rasenyeh dah plan baik punye tapi last minute gak siap.. hohoho..memang taleh nak cakap ape kot.. coz aku memang last minute person.. hehe.. tapi tamo la jadi mcm mase tunang arituh.. smapi demam demam sebelum n selepas event.. penat bangat..

ermm tadi pegi tgk website jais.. bie pesan suh print form.. bile bace procedure sume rase kecut perut.. kene gi kursus; check darah utk buat test AIDS.. hohoh takott.. kecut perut.. ngee...yang ni tamo buat lagik la.. tapi kalo nk kire inilah yang paling penting utk di setelkan.. ngeeee.. ade pulak yang baru tgk jarum terus pengsan nanti.. hahahaha...

ok caucincau.. nak tingok gamba kawen lagik.. heheeh

axon games: badminton

2006-02-18T23:24:00.000-08:00

hakhakhahk.. lagi nak tergelak.. sape yang tak penah main badminton pastuhhhh masuk badminton tournament kat opis angkat tangan? hehehe saye! saye! adeihhh la.. ini sume idea si wahida.. ngeongnnongeogn! aaa sebab tak cukup orang aku yang tapenah ade reket ni kene masuk list jadik player team aku.. adusss.. kasut badminton pun baru beli last wednesday.. hkahaaka.. lawaknyehh.. sib baik ade prektis on thursday nite.. tapi main 10 menet dah pancit.. bie asik sengih je tengok tunang dia main.. mane tak nye.. action punye la lebeh.. tapi pukul angin.. takpun melayang la shuttlecock tuh atas lampu.. hahaha..

bangun tido jumaat tuh punye la sakit sakit badan.. adeihhh.. nk buat keje pun taleh.. senget2 badan jalan.. mula la risau cemane la nk lawan ni.. dah le tuh, mane la reti rule ke hape ke.. dirog pulak letak name main mixed double.. hohoh..gilo.. tapi tade choice kene gak main.. hasil nyeh kalah.. heheeh.. tapi bile pk pk balik.. it's not really me la yg buat kalah.. vishal tuh pukul kuat sgt asik outside jee.. heheeh.. tamaluuu.. perasan terer..sukati je kutuk org.. entah2 vishal pun kutuk aku main..hehehe.. hahaah abaikan.. janji dah main n dah kalah dah pun.. =P papepun best main badminton arituh..

balik tuh; terus gi dating.. tgk movie.. pastu penat gileee... terus tido kol 8.30.. gile awal.. cehhhh..

a moment like this.. =)

2006-02-12T20:28:00.000-08:00

i wrote this entry especially for him..

"A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.."

aaaa.. sayang sgt kat dia..! terharu sungguh.. pagi tadi dia bangun awal, send me to office.. then at 12, he surprisely visit me for lunch.. and lagi terharu he cook the meal himself.. aaaa.. terharu nyehhhh...

hehehe.. karat gak aku ni.. ngeeee..

finally...

2006-02-07T22:21:00.000-08:00

finally my mom confirmed my wedding date..
so tentatively the date will be on August 19, 2006.. bie's bday.. double joy.. hikhik..
and kenduri will be on the next day, August 20, 2006..

ermm bape bulan je tinggal ni.. sempat ke ni.. adeeehhh.. tetibe takot pulaks.. ngeeee...
i hope everything will be okay.. bie pun dah excited bile btau dia my mom dah agree nak buat majlis on August. heheh.. sengih sampai telinge... =P

semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan.. amin.

tgk tgk ikan kat Aquaria..

2006-02-05T22:45:00.000-08:00

heee.. best best.. jenjalan ngan bie gi Aquria kt klcc tuh.. mak aihhh.. besau gile ikan kat situh.. dah jadi jakun je mase kat situ.. yelah kan.. kat mane lagik nak tgk ikan yang same besar ngn orang kan.. tapi memang enjoy la gi sane.. kan bie kan.. rase cam berbaloi je bayar tiket masuk tuh.. harge asal dia rm38 tapi sape ade mykad dapar discount so byr rm28 je.. tapi yang kelakar tuh, pompuan yg jage counter tuh bleh mintak student card.. apelagik aku pun dgn inesen nyeh tunjuk la card matric uia yang dah berzaman tak gune tuh.. rupenyeh kalo tunjuk student card dpt discount lagi byk.. heheh.. i pay only rm20.. selamat duit aku.. hekehehehe..eh tu tak kire menipu kan.. dia tanye ade tak student card.. card tuh mmg la ade tapi tak student dah.. hehe.. ahhh kire halal la.. =)

then terus start jalan kat dlm.. paling best bile tgk perangai perangai ikan kat situ.. hakhakhak.. geli hati sungguh.. =D sempat jugak pegang starfish kat sane.. memula tu geli jugak.. tapi buat buat berani la heheh.. sebab tgk ade lil gal tuh selambe je angkat starfish tuh.. in short, enjoy sgt that evening.. =) tenkiu bie..

pastuh sebab dah mengidam sgt nak mkn waffle, terus gi a&w.. eh, kedai waffle kt foodcourt tuh dah tutup eh? hakhakhak.. bape kurun dah tak pg situ.. ttbe nak pg dah tade pulak.. sejak bile dia tade pun tak sedar.. =P pastuh sbb dah kenyang n penat jalan.. terus balik.. siyan bie sampai sakit pale.. tu la kan, panas sgt skg ni.. balik umah.. terus titoooonnn.. best!

nway, hepi besday to my nieces; aqilah hani n hasya atiyah.. dah 4 tawun dah minah2 ni..

=(

2006-01-27T09:32:00.000-08:00

really miss that time.. that one time..

axon's 1st annual dinner and dance

2006-01-14T23:48:00.000-08:00

Haaa... tonite is our gala nite.. everyone were dressed up like oscar winners.. hehehe.. cun melecunss.. muhahahaha except me la.. i just recycle my engagement dress for this dinner.. hehe coz im broke this month.. so have save budget and cut cost for everything that i can.. terpaksela.. nak buat camne..

the event was held at Le Meridien Hotel, The Sultan’s Ballroom at level 6. After maghrib, my love fiance drive me n nisa to there. we arrived there ngam ngam at 8pm. i guess we are the last persons to arrive.. heheh.. luckily they still ddnt enter the ballroom. they stand at foyer area and 'shouting' at each other.. because tonite all of us look so different.. normally we look so serabai n comots with our seasoned jeans.. coz there is no dress code in our office. we free to wear what we want.. cool ha.. =P and tonite we seems cant recognize each other..hahaha..

when the function room door opens, we step in and go to our table.. ermm bad things la.. we cant choose our seat.. the event management arranged it for us.. yeah.. we need to mingle.. mix around.. =P but i really like the meal that nite. it started with the appetizer, Timbale of King Island Crab and Smoked Salmon.. ermm yummy! and after that we had our main course Herbs Brushed Char-Grilled Lamb Loin On Curried Dauphinoise Potato and vanilla ice ccream as a dessert.

The performance are started by instrumental plays by Band Gruv Avenue and after that the MC start to open show. hahah.. He's gay.. yucks! hahah but yet so funny.. so everyone is laughing.. heheh.. ermm after the speech by our MD, MC start the lucky draw session.. demn it.. the prizes is demn best.. 2 HP PDA, lotsa HP printers.. holiday package, dvd players, etc etc.. but i dun put any hope.. coz i know i never had the 'luck' in the lucky draw thingy.. huhuh~~ but it's ok.. maybe one day i can get the luck.. heheh.. =P

ermm the next performer is Adibah Nor.. hehee.. best gile dia nyanyi.. superb... and somemore she so funny.. tak kering gusi dibuatnyeh.. hehe what make me really proud is while she sing her 1st song she walks down from stage and move towards me and shake her hand with me... heheh.. bangga siut.. =P apelagik aku pun salam ah.. siap cium tangan lagik.. heheh.. adat orang melayu la kan.. then she sing another 5 songs i think.. but to my suprise, while she sing the last song, she stop the music and asked the dancer to grab anyone from us as their partner.. at that time im busy chatting with my frens and suddenly one of the dancer invite me to the stage.. demn it! i dunno how to dance.. but then i have to.. so i just walk and dance a bit la.. lagu joget.. hahaha gilos! malu gileeee.. merah2 dah muka.. sib baik mekap tebal.. hahah.. papepun i really enjoy la that nite..

then mc announced 2 Best Dressed.. and i straight away went back since my baby boo oredi waiting for me.. laipun the dance session dah mula.. muhahaa.. tamo join.. diorang dah start 'minum'.. since dinner tadi sebenarnye dah cheers-cheers..ermm no komen la bout that coz dha mmg camtuh culture kat sini.. melayu minority and and half from it pun layan minum.. heheh..so better cabut la kan..

Before balik tuh dapat fabulous door gifts.. axon's organizer.. cun ah.. smart giler.. heheh.. pujuk ati ni.. tak menang lucky draw.. =P balik tuh biase la.. lepak kat maju.. then baru balik umah.. tido.. penatss..

new year updates!

2006-01-13T16:25:00.000-08:00

uikkksss.. lame tak update.. dah masuk tawun baru ni since last entry.. muhaahaha.. macam la lame sangat.. haahkan.. dah new year ni.. hope it's not too late to wish happy new year 2006 to all.. tawun baru je mesti cakap pasal azam baru.. tapi ramai yang setakat cakap je kot.. heheh.. kunun nak save duit, nak be good, nak itu nak ini.. sebulan dua ntah2 azam pun tak ingt.. heheh.. i ddnt point to sesape pun actually.. point kat me myself.. hekehekehek.. actually im not kinda person yang buat azam setiap kali tawun baru dtg.. azam tu sentiase dtg bebila terase nk berubah.. tapi tula.. kdg2 tuh buat kejap je.. pastuh balik balik cm biase.. tapi tula.. taleh jugak nk blame diri sendiri tak buat azam tuh.. sbb kadang2 rasenye situation tak membenarkan jugak.. kan.. alassssaaannn.. hahah.. tapi tula.. dats the fact la.. at least for me.. hehehe..

last month sbnryeh i plan nk manage my finance yang teruk lagi hampess ni.. cepat btul abih.. tak sempat nak saving.. so ingat dis new year ni nak la ade saving jugak.. so time dapat gaji tuh plan la abih abihsan.. ape nk beli, ape nak bayar.. rase dah elok dah plan tuh.. ttbe kete pulak rosak.. haihhh.. kan dah kacau plan kat situ.. itula yg dikate situation tak membenarkan.. rase tension jugakla sbnryeh awal bulan arituh.. sbb tu rase tak semangat sgt mase awal tawun baru tu.. byk tul dugaan.. tapi menten sabar je.. dah tu time2 ni, work request datang punyela byk.. gile speechless mase team lead tunjuk list program.. takpelah.. buat je la kan.. dah name pun keje.. so i kat opis mmg naik juling mata tgk coding.. penat gile.. haihhh goodrich goodrich... apela cerewet sgt.. =(

inilah baby aqil yang lahir one week before my engagement's day..skg sudah lagi bulats!

kat rumah pulak, baby aqil dah balik.. aritu dia duk seremban.. ni my house dh bising balik.. ngn my 2 nieces yg makin nakal, tambah lagi baby aqil yg makin tembam.. tulaa.. walupon penat kat opis, bile balik tgk diorg kt umah, hilang rase penat.. ecehhhh.. macam anak aku je.. hahahha.. =P

ermm ape lagik nk updet eh.. ooo.. me and my love fiance dah mula jugak buat sket2 preparation for our wedding.. walopun date tak confirm lagik.. bukan ape buat dari awal sket2 so tadelah kelam kabut sgt nnt.. tapi bulan ni pun tak byk beli brg.. satu je pun.. tapi taleh ckp.. heheh.. yang lain byk buat survey je.. hope bulan depan dah bleh book sume2 coz takut lambt nnt taleh book dah..

haihhh.. pjg pulak tulih.. ni actually office hour ni.. tensen sbrnye.. dari tadi tak benti buat keje.. rehat jappp.. tulih blog.. ntah.. tapi one thing yang i realize, writing bout myself really help me to reduce my tension.. plus, refresh my mind too.. and wake me up.. heheeh.. just now i feel so sleepy, tired n bored with my work.. and now i feel better.. ok..i want to continue my work.. till thennnnnn~~

eh jap jap.. wanna wish u guys a happy belated new year and selamat ari raye aji..

i feel guilty

2005-12-31T01:07:00.000-08:00

still feel guilty..
but hope soon things will be ok..
kene banyak sabar..

but at least my head become less serabut..

it's not that easy..

2005-12-30T09:09:00.000-08:00

seriously! im stuck!

and i dunno whether i made the rite move or not yesterday. i hope it was.
i dont mean to hurt her. but somehow i feel like i need to say it out.

aaaaaa~~ im so sorry.
but at least now u know how sad i am, how bad i feel about these things.
i just need u to consider my opinion as well. that's all.

the good things bout me after being his feyonce..hehe

2005-12-28T18:38:00.000-08:00

been so good these past few days.. hehehe wanna know y? on saturday, i just stayed at home.. dahle bangun awal.. doing nothing.. watched tv.. lame gile tak tingok tiwi.. baik gile tak kua umah.. unbelievable.. sebabnyeh.. nak tau sebabnyeh.. bie bangum lambat.. pastuh terus gi office.. tu yang busan tuh.. haihhh.. passtuuuu nak tawuu.. bie request nak makan nasi goreng.. muhehehe.. rasenyeh ramai la tawu, i'm not good in cooking.. eh.. bukan not good.. tapi malas and tak minat.. and tak pernah rase nak blajar.. dlu mak penah ajar sesikit mase lepas spm.. then until now, i hardly duk dapur.. i prefer cleaning than cooking.. then sebab my finace ni buat muke meow-meow nak makan jugak-jugak nasik goreng, terpakse la jugak turun dapur.. hahaha 1st time ni.. bukak peti ais.. carik2 barang.. erkk.. sebab tak tau.. so hentam je la.. amik carrot, sayur, fishball, fishcake.. udang kering, cilipadi.. aaa cukupla tuh.. then masak nasik.. ermm berape tawun lepas la last sekali masak nasik.. takot jugak terlembik ke terkeras.. hehe dgn accurate sekali ukur air tuh.. heheh.. sib baik jadik! bravo faisyura..

paling tabest.. mase tumbuk cili ngn bawang... adeihh.. menangih2 dibuatnyeh.. hahaha.. padam muke.. sape suh tak duk dapur.. berkat kesabaran n kecekalan, akhirnyeh siap gak nasi goreng.. ermm.. berdebar jugak mase nk bagi bie makan.. buatnyeh sakit perut.. abihhh.. hehe.. then tak disangke-sangke bie sukeeee.. licin dia makan.. ermm tapi tak tawula kalo dia mkn sbb nk jage ati.. heheh.. tak tak.. dia ckp sedap.. lulus nak jadi wife dia.. hehe.. kembang kejap..

since i was off on tue n wed, bie request nk mkn lagi.. so on tuesday, i cooked my nasi goreng and datang visit bie time lunch.. hehe.. sronok tingok dia makan sampai licin.. rase puas sangat.. the next day, i cooked nasi putih, ayam goreng n telur goreng n sayur campur for him.. hehe skg sudah terer.. tak nangis dah tumbuk cili.. heheh.. abih licin jugak bie makan.. hahah.. best best.. skg rasenyeh baru tau keseronokan memasak ni.. tapi kene ade pemangkin la kot.. for me, bie la my factor.. next i plan to cook udang masak lemak cili padi for him.. tapi kene tunggu cuti la.. sebab kalo masak time my mom ade.. nnt kene bebel.. sebab im left-handed.. ade je tak kene.. so kalo masak sorg2 tade sape nk bebel-bebel.. heheh..

axon games : bowling

2005-12-18T21:41:00.000-08:00

me still demam.. and rasenyeh penat tunang pun tak hilang lagik.. tapi alhamdulillah keje yang juta juta tuh dah siap.. so lega sket kat office.. now need to practice for bowling.. huhu~~ sabau jelah.. si wahida ni gatai pegi letak my name under group A players list.. hampess.. sebab dah darurat.. desperet tak cukup owang.. haiihhh kan tak pasal-pasal kene main bowling.. kalo terer takpela jughak.. mulalah kecut perut ni.. last main pun bile eh. awal tawun dulu kot.. tu pun longkang memanjang.. hahaha.. ni dah la demam.. nanti tak pasal-pasal ade yang dengan orangnyeh sekali strike nnt.. hahah.. so untuk hilangkan rase gabra tuh, me and my fiance pun gi la one utama prektis main bowling ari sabtu.. one day before the games.. huhu.. tadela terer tapi tadela teruk sgt score.. bulehlaa.. tu pun penat bie ajar.. haha.. maap la bie.. ayang memang slow haha..

so sunday morning tuh amik bie kat umah terus rush g one utama.. pakai t-shirt kaler merah.. tingat mase kecik2 umah merah.. haha.. dah breakfast baru gi ou.. mulala rase sakit perut la.. sakit jangtung la.. tengok diorang main.. fullaamaakk aihhh.. huhu rase cam nak tarik diri pun ade..

then my turn pun sampai la.. hakhakhak.. hancusss gile main.. huhu~~ maluuu sehh.. tak pasal-pasal wahida, aaron n bie jadi coach ari tuh.. sampai 3 org tuh.. haha.. adeiiila.. kenape tadek luck arituh.. memanjang longkang mase 1st game.. 2nd game baru improve.. cantikla jugak score.. haha.. sebab kan ketidaktereran aku, my team dapat no 2 je.. sowiiee guys.. itupun slightly diff je score dengang team B... haha i told u oredi.. dun put my name.. i dunno how to play.. haha.. now u believe me or not.. hahah.. nway, really enjoy la time tuh.. best! best! tapi kalo menang lagik best kot.. hahah.. =P

hehehe.. im engaged!

2005-12-11T21:43:00.000-08:00

alhamdulillah.. sume dah setel.. hehe dah selamat saye jadi tunang bie saye.. sume berjalan seperti yang di plan kan.. cume one thing la.. tetibe je demam malam sblm tunang tuh.. demam nervous ke demam penat ke tatawulaa.. terus mc 3 ari.. heheh.. kames baru start keje balik.. huhu dasat sungguh penangan tunang eh..

jumaat mmg dah off pun sebenarnyeh.. gi amcorp.. makan besau kat seri melaka with my lovely frens in ea.. heheh deting terakhir with my gefrens before jadik tunang orang.. hehe makan sakan gile.. biasela.. kitorang.. order memang tak ingat.. pastuh menggeliat nak abihkan.. same ah mcm kat klcc arituh.. tp kali ni for celebrate bday mas pulak.. alaaaa.. lupe lak nak snap gambar.. ingat makan je... has la ni.. duk ngidam sutun tepun.. hahah.. dah puas dah makan has? =P balik tuh has banje mkn cucur badak.. sampai 3 ketul lagik.. adeii.. mane muat lagi perutku ini.. haha.. tapau bawak balik.. paling best tuh..siap ade santa claus lagi dtg bg adiah kat kitorg time mkn.. hehe org lain sume dpt eskrem.. kitorg je dpt adiah.. huhuh tak aci.. eskrem nmpk lagi sedap.. huhu~~

balik umah dah start busy.. sebab sume masak sendiri kat umah.. tapi itu sume keje my mom n konco -konco dia.. so taleh kaco.. my task is kene jage kids.. (seperti biaselaaa...), clean up my house.. prepare hantaran.. doorgift.. siapkan bilik utk tunang nanti..

sabtu pagi tuh bie teman gi amik cookies n browniesss~~ yg sungguh sedappppp .. kak raha banje.. tenkiu tenkiu.. pastuh gi beli bunge untuk sirih.. pastuh terus tak jumpe bie dah.. masing2 dah sebuk.. huhuhu.. winduuu oooo~~.. hahaha.. malam tuh siap la sume hantaran, doorgift, bilik... tu yang terus tumbang demam tuh kot.. tapi mase tuh hati dah senang sebab sume dah siap.. tinggal prepare utk mkn2 je..

pagi tuh.. cam tak larat jeh nak bangun.. kepala pusing bangat.. duk terkebil-kebil je atas katil.. haih.. panas gile badan time tuh.. hidung pun dah mule nk sokseksoksek.. smlm dah telan 4 panadol.. overdose pulak aku nnt.. hehehe.. so dengan kuat semangat nyeh.. bangun la jughak.. mandi.. iron baju.. siapkan my nieces.. sume nk makeup.. tak aci sungguh.. achik dia yg nak tunang.. diorg yg sibuk nk makeup dlu.. sabo jelah...=P

then my frens start dtg rumah.. kak anim pun dh dtg terus start mekap.. hehe tenkiu akak.. u r my life saver.. lap u.. lap u.. heheh dlm kol 10.45 gitu sume dah siap.. tunggu family bie je nak sampai.. sambil2 tu pose la sket2 dlm bilik.. lompat sane lompat sini smpai kene marah ngn my nenek suh duk diam...hhuhu lenguh laaa..ttbe je bie msg ckp "family bie dh bertolak.. jeng jeng jeng" huhuh mase ni berdebar punyehla hebat.. lagi la rase nk lompat.. hehe sib baik ade member2 ade dlm blk.. ade gak kwn ajak sembang... dlm kol 12.45 camtuh.. mak bie masuk bilik sarung cincin.. adeihh.. malunyeh mase tuh.. (^-^) tp maintain control.. so selamatla saye jadi tunang bie skg.. then terus sesi makan makan.. penat jugak melayan tetamu.. ramei toksah ckp... hheeh sib baik makanan cukup.. mlm tuh deting jap ngn bie.. hehe best best.. kejap je la bukan gi mane pun.. isi minyak.. basuh kete.. lepak maju.. minum.. hehe..balik terus titoooonnn.. dah tak larat bangat.. esok keje.. tapi half day dah balikk.. mc hehehe.. demam semakain terukkss.. 3 arituhhh.. haihhh.. asik demam jee.. tapi takpe sume dah setel.. and yang penting saye dan bie saye sentiase hepi.. doakan happiness kami oret..

and last but not least wanna wish very very tenkiu to those yang datang to my house.. yang tak dpt dtg pun tenkiu for d wish, sms, call.. sorry jugak coz lmbt inform.. fon rosak daaa.. number taleh nak retrieve awal.. insyaAllah kawen nnt i'll inform u guys earlier okies..

tik tok tik tok

2005-12-08T01:15:00.000-08:00

lagi 3 ari je lagi..
berdebarnyehhhhh..

dugaan.. ececehhhh.. hehe

2005-12-06T00:27:00.000-08:00

haihhhh.. sepatutnyeh taleh tulih blog di kale kale time camni.. tapi dah tension tahap gaban.. entahla.. tapenah rase seserabut ini.. yelah.. last 2 week i was sick.. i had non-stop cough.. MC pun sampai 4 days.. on and off keje.. and worst, muscle kat my chest sume dah bengkak di sebabkan batuk tuh.. rase semput lagi.. it was really painful.. i cant breathe like normal.. and 1st time ever dengar cakap doctor makan ubat.. hehe.. (tapi adela jugak escape kdg2 tuh.. =P) lame baru nk baik.. now pun malam-malam rase cam nak semput sket kadang-kadang.. batuk pun sekali sekala ade lagi.. adeiii.. bile nak baik ni...sepanjang sakit tu.. memang taleh nak wat keje lgsg.. sume hal tunang letak tepi.. taleh nak buat.. alhamdulillah skg dah ok.. so hopefully i recover 100% soon..

baru tengah semangat nak prepare hal tunang, tetiba je project datang berduyun-duyun.. adeiiihh.. selame ni duk lalalala~~ hari hari coz keje kejap ade kejap tadek.. tak menang tangan nak buat.. mane nak handle code analysis, mane nak handle training untuk new joiner, mane nak handle work request, mane nak handle take over keje orang lain yang dah gi UK, kene play bowling for A team lagi..business english training pun nak kene attend jugak.. terduduk la jugak mase dapat sume instruction at one time... yang paling bestnyeh all these things happen after a few minutes i received my confirmation letter.. patutnyeh hepi gile la kan dah confirm.. ni terus jadi tadek perasaan.. sebab keje datang berdozen-dozen.. baru je baik demam dah kene keje teruk.. huhuh..

kat rumah pulak banyak commitment skg ni since my sis yg kat dubai tuh stay with me.. tunggu time nak bersalin.. hubby dia dah balik dubai dah.. so kene la babysit my 2 noty nieces kat rumah.. dah le nak kene buat doorgift untuk tunang, hantaran lagi.. minah2 kenit ni asik nak berkepit jee.. adeiiihh la.. muda2 dah ade anak 5.. sebabnyeh ade lagi 3 org anak buah tu skee jugak datang rumah menyendeng kat ashik ju dia ni.. ape nak buat.. heheh.. =P so taleh la nak buat sangat barang2 tunang ni.. sebab tukang kacau lagi ramai dari orang yang nak buatnyeh.. abihlaaa.. takot tak sempat siap jee..

so last week i struggle gegila punyehla nak siapkan sume.. and tak disangka-sangka la pulak time ni my sis tuh meletup perut dia.. adeihhh.. dpt dah baby boy sorg lagi.. jadi 6 dah anak skg.. my mom pun dah kelam kabut.. terus amik leave since tadek orang nak jage my sis n my nieces n baby boy tuh..makin byk la commitment kat rumah.. so kene pandai bagi bagi mase.. sib baik baby cayang sorg tuh faham.. understanding... heee.. lega sket rase.. sekurang-kurangnyeh ade tempat nak relax sket.. =P

so i can declare this week is the most hectic week that i ever had.. balik keje kene gi training.. pastuh terkejar sane sini beli barang.. visit my sis kt hospital.. then balik tidokan my 2 little princess tuh.. dah tido sume dlm kol 12 start buat doorgift smpai kol 4.. then tido.. pagi bangun gi keje start balik sume2 bende.. yang paling tension keje arini sume kene reject.. =(
dah berpinar mate tengok monitor tuptup kene reject.. sedeih la jugak.. tu yang terus bukak blog.. mengadu dambe.. hehehe.. skg i feel better.. never better.. coz actually sume things yang jadi ni is a goodthings.. =) i got new cutie nephew muhammad aqil.. i will be engage soon.. im so happy.. i got training.. chance to improve my skill.. i got lots of work.. project.. improve my skills too.. hopefully improve my performance review and also increase my salary.. heheeh..

thanks a lot to all my frens.. sanggup mendengar sume masalah ketensionan saye.. love u all.. thanks for ur support.. jemput datang kenduri nanti.. okies?

aaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~

2005-12-01T16:57:00.000-08:00

nyampahsssssss nyehhhhh!

nak kene tuka plan B... =( plan A sudah di ciplak orang.. ermm nak saman bleh?

ermm.. my engagement preparation

2005-11-21T19:21:00.000-08:00

ermm..2 weeks and 6 days to go for my engagement day..

rase cam tapercaye pun ade.. hehe..pejam celik pejam celik dah tak sampai sebulan nak bertunang.. my bie pun dah terase bahang excitednyeh.. selalu temankan beli barang-barang.. hehe terer dah dia.. dah kenal jenis-jenis kain, jenis bunge.. hahaha.. tenkiu bebeh for your support.. lap u! ermm last month kitorg dah shopping barang2 untuk hantaran.. so this month kitorg shopping for the decoration.. tema kaler untuk my hantaran will be white and gold and bie decided to choose green and silver.. ermm tapi sume pun tak siap lagi.. doorgift, my dress, our rings.. haih risau jugak ni.. sume bleh amik end of this month.. hopefully sempat la..

last nite, I start to decorate my hantaran.. I realize one thing.. heheh.. nak tau pedia.. lain yang diangankan lain pulak yang jadik.. ermm.. yelah jugak.. tak semua yang kite nak bleh dapat.. tapi somehow I feel a bit frustrated la jugak.. sume yang di impikan kene tepi coz hal-hal yang tadapat di elakkan.. ermm takpela.. yang penting i did the best for the day.. =)

cakap pasal angan-angan tuh, terase nak share je kat sini.. sket je ah tapi.. hehe.. dulu angan-angan nak pakai songket bunga tabur kaler putih gold.. ala-ala zaman dulu untuk tunang.. tapi my mom tak agree wif me.. so terpakse cancel.. =( jenuh jugak la nak mencarik kain untuk buat baju tuh.. yelah dah hati berkenan kat songket, mesti yang lain jadi sume tak kene kan... hehe..
tapi nak tanak kene la jugak pilih satu, coz kalo tak nanti tailor tamo amik dah.. dengan rase takbest nyeh terpakse la meneruskan pencarian kain tuh.. and yang lagi geram tuh mase carik kain utk tunang tuh, I cant find any kain white + gold yang cantik.. so ntah cemane terbeli baju kaler brown – gold.. gitu gitu ah.. kan dah lari tema.. haih.. ntah ape-ape je rase.. takpela.. dah terbeli dah pun.. =P

ermm pastuh, untuk hantaran nye deco, teringin nak design butterfly untuk setiap dulang.. dah terbayang dah kecomelan buttefly kaler putih gold tuh kat my hantaran.. tapi tup tup bile i suggest to my mom, dengan sepantas kilatnyeh dia tabagi.. idea tuh kene reject since my mom ckp tak elok letak animal symbol.. haih.. gile frust time tuh.. sebab sume design dah dalam kepala.. tup tup kene reject.. down jugak la skejap.. =( so now I choose to have only a simple flower decoration for my hantaran.. sebab dah kering idea.. plus dah pening.. hentam je ah.. and for the doorgift pun buat last minute nye decision.. sebab kene reject jugak ngan my mom.. huhu.. nak wat cemane.. dah my mom tak setuju.. degil nanti takot tak jadi.. hehe.. kan tak baik lawan cakap mak.. eceeehh.. anak mithali ni.. =P cadang ngan bagi ape ntah name mende tuh.. aler.. lupe lak.. ermm abaikan la.. tak ingat pulak.. and nak bagi handkerchief.. tapi lepas bincang-bincang potpourri jugak jadik pilihan.. ermm taper.. I hope nanti mase kawen dapat tebus balik sume angan-angan ni.. hehehe.. insyaAllah..

batuk batuk batuk..

2005-11-18T17:15:00.000-08:00

my_officemate: (11/18/2005 3:07:52 PM): hey zurah...why dont u just head back home...
my_officemate: (11/18/2005 3:07:54 PM): u dont sound good

huhu.. kesian tak? dah seminggu dah demam.. batuk je tak benti.. kepale pun asik pusing.. mc pun dah sampai 2 kali minggu ni.. bile nak baik ni.. talarat dah nak makan ubat.. ermmm kat opis pun ramai yang batuk jugak.. sume berlawan batuk.. rase bersalah pun ade kalo ade yang terjangkit.. tapi dpt batuk ni pun dari diorg jugak.. hehe.. adeii.. kepala sudah pusing.. bile buleh balik ni.. ???

hahhaha.. unbilivebel.. my boss asked me to go home.. yeay!!! =P im packing my things now.. chowww

Pool competition

2005-11-16T17:05:00.000-08:00

~~POOL~~

Ladies and gentlemen, our very first Axon Games event will be held this Wednesday, 8pm at the AM pantry area.

Who’s playing? Well you should know by now and if you don’t please check with your team lead.

So players and supporters, please be there and let the spirit of the games lift you!

errmm.. today ade pool competition in my office.. hehe but i didnt play for my team.. because i never play pool before.. ermm.. it's ok.. my bie dah promise me.. he going to teach me how to play pool.. yeay.. hehe.. hope next year i can be one of the pool player.. huhu perasan nyeh la.. =P jom bie jom prektis.. hehe.. dah excited ni..

bangun lambat!

2005-10-27T19:37:00.000-07:00

hahah.. dah mule nak tunjuk samseng.. =P bangun lambat gile kol 9.00.. pastuh pikir2 nak gi keje ke tak.. ke nak MC? alerr.. EL? taleh sebab cuti tinggal sket.. akhirnye gi jugak opis.. smpai kl 10.. huhu boss sume pandang.. heehhe.. control je ah.. kalo bos tanye nak ckp kete rosak.. hehe tapi sib baik dia tak tanye..

miss you gals!!

2005-09-30T23:12:00.000-07:00

ari ini dalam sejarah.. drive sendiri pergi klcc.. muhahahha.. name jeh budak kl tapi tak penah drive masuk kl.. tau pegi ofis balik umah tuh jer.. nak pergi tempat lain mesti kene driver.. takpon naik train.. hehee.. tapi ari ni tetiba gefren-gefren ea aku ni ubah plan jumpe kat klcc.. kecut perut jugak aku tapi demi korang aku sanggup meredah segala halangan onak duri lautan api.. hahahha.. jadik korang kene syg aku! =P

actually today plan nak celebrate birthday cik Mchas.. so kitorg pung makan kat secret recipe.. gile tamak haloba order makan punyeh la banyak.. pastuh senget senget badan nak habihkan sume.. hahahha.. takpe takpe.. yang penting kite enjoy.. muhahaahha.. ok next time kite togede-gede lagik okeh.. aku janji banje korang sotong tepung kat sri melaka.. tapi kene tunggu aku pandai drive gi amkop la.. hehehe.. =P

dalam pada mase yang same tuh, dapat special gift from minah-minah ni.. sempena birthday ku yang lepas.. bende yang teramat la aku suke.. hahaha.. ni dia..

since aku tak berape pasti cemane nak drive balik ke rumah (plus tak ingat kat mane i park my car =P) .. so my hero pun datang to rescue me.. hahaha.. naik train lagi tuh.. (hahah..pandai ke naik train tuh bie..=P) tenkiu so much sayang.. hehehe.. sowieee eh susahkan bie..

and dengan tidak di sangka-sangka bie pun give me a very special gift too.. another thing that i really wanted to have! herbie cap! tenkiu tenkiu! bestnyeh la rase arini.. dpt both things yang kiut miut.. mmmuuaahh mmmuuuaahhh.. sayang korang sumeeeee!!

and before balik, i bought a new laptop bag for myself too.. birthday present untuk diri sendiri.. heheeh.. bahagia nyeh rase.. =)

hari merisik

2005-09-25T20:13:00.000-07:00

rase berdebar sangat arini.. sangat sangat.. yelah kan.. 1st time.. hehehehe.. ari ni bangun awal terus busy tolong my mom masak, kemas rumah.. arini bie nak datang merisik.. hekehekee.. malunyeh la rase.. =)

kol 4 cmtuh, terus gi mandi, pakai baju kurung.. (poyos nye la rase..hehehe) kasik nampak sopan dan ayu gituuu.. dah siap-siap tuh dengar diorg ckp fmly bie dah smpai.. baru je nak menapak kua, dah kene tarik.. sume tak bagi kua.. lerrr... penat jer siap-siap.. =( apelah..
ermm.. tapi ok la jugak takyah kua.. hahaha.. malu lagipun.. so duk dapur je lah.. sambil-sambil tuh sibuk ngap sane ngap sini.. lapa pulak.. dari dapur tuh dengarla diorg asik ketawa jer.. haih...ntah apela diorg bincang tuh.. takpelah.. abaikan.. lagi pikir lagi berdebar.. baik makan.. lega sket.. sungguh pedas rendang mak aku ni.. baru je nak minum air, tetibe dengar diorg panggil.. " ju...ju.."

erkkk.. apekah? what happen? "ni ha.. kua jap.. diorg nak tengok" errrrkk.. cam nak pengsan pun ade.. tudung dah senget-senget..muka dah comot-comot.. dahle tengah pedas ni.. haih..hentam sajela.. tadi ckp takyah kua.. tau tadi baik maintain ayu dalam bilik.. tapi nak touch up pun tak sempat dah.. so kua jer la.. diorg suh duduk, saya pun duduk.. in the middle.. between my mom and his mom.. ermm.. pastuh sengih sengih sorg-sorg.. taktau nak buat ape.. try nak dengar ape diorg sembang tapi apesal ntah taleh nak paham lgsg.. nervousla tuh kot.. hehehe.. pastuh sedar-sedar je mak bie bangun nak sarungkan cincin.. erkkk.. sedikit ketat.. ayaaakk.. baru je beli.. takkan la kot dah gemuk.. huwaaaa... =( tapi sib baik muat lagi...hahah
kalo tak muat, alamat ade yang lari bilik ah jawabnyehhh.. maluuuu.. heheehe.. pastu ape eh.. haa..pastuh mak bie pun mmuah mmuah saya.. hehe..best best.. =P pastuh sebab taktau dah nak buat ape terus gi dapur balik.. sume serbu cincin saya.. sume ckp cantik.. ermm..actually simple jer tapi for me dah cukup sweet dan cantik.. tenkiuuu bebeh!

sambung balik citer tadi.. kat dapur tuh sibuk pulak siapkan makanan untuk bakal ibu mertua ku dan bakal mak lang ku.. pastuh bie pun tepon cakap dia ade kat depan dah.. ntah bile dia smpi pun taktau la... ingat nak kua tapi kene tahan pulak ngan makcik-makcik kat belakang ni.. haih.. jeles btul la.. bile dah nak balik baru diorg bagi kua.. so pegila salam salam ngn fmly bie.. pastuh baru dpt jumpe bie.. hehehe..best! best!

ermm..malam tuh azren datang.. tertinggal ketapi btul la mamat sorg ni.. sib baik byk lagi makanan.. bie lak 2nd round makan.. pastuh seperti biase bie teman gi basuh kete, isi minyak.. esok kan nak keje.. huh! malasnyeh la rase.. balik tuh kene kerahan tenage pulak.. kene basuh periuk pinggan cawan sudu.. diorg ckp "ur event so u la kene kemas.. kitorg dah penat.." huhuh kijam kijam.. sampai nak patah pinggan kemas sume.. pas dah setel sume, naik bilik buat conference wif angah and bie.. borak sakan.. best best.. so happy.. happy smpi tertiton.. zzzz
sekian.

bie yang buat ni.. cantik tak? =P

yeay! dah pakai..

:: doakan kami ye kawan-kawan =) ::

GLR cedera.. =(

2005-08-27T08:50:00.000-07:00

Me and my encem-bie plan nak pergi Merdeka Race today kat Sepang F1 Circuit with SPOC team. I feel so excited coz dah lame tak join SPOC convoy ramai-ramai. Last nite mase TT, they decide to meet up kat kedai mamak KJ. We are the last car sampai kat sane. Tengok sume satria dah line-up and suddenly mase nak park kete, GLR di langgar oleh seorang minah ‘bijak’..

“Sorila, I tak sengaje.. kalo I nampak u, tadekla I langgar”
“U tengok cermin tak?”
“I tengok tapi serious I tak nampak u”

sungguh la bijak bestari.. dah tu tak ngaku salah lak tuh.. kesian bie.. kesian juga kat glr.. terus bie tadek mood nak pegi.. =t I understand his feeling coz bie jage glr baik-baik, orang lain sedap je langgar.. tak tau cemane nak pujuk bie.. me myself pun rase sedey tengok glr kemek.. cam nak nangis pon ade.. huhu~ tapi taleh la terlebih emo kan.. mengalah kan tuan dia pulak.. =P so mase convoy tuh I try my best to cheer him up.. sib baik my encem ok! Hehe lega sket.. tapi tau dalam hati dia mesti sedey lagi.. at least he can smile! Thanx to SPOC too coz give a full support to injured-glr.. they decided to cover kemek tuh pakai bendera Malaysia. Hehehe sempena merdeka ni.. patriotic la pulak.. eceehh.. so GLR kembali ‘ceria’.

Sampai sane tengok racing sampai penat.. gilelah.. diorg race 12 hours non-stop. Eh.. stop jugak sket-sket.. Stop kalo kete rosak, isi minyak or tukar driver jer la tapi..=P tengok sampai kol 7 jer pastuh tak larat dah.. so pergi dinner kat Putrajaya. Lepas makan lepak, terus balik ke tanahair Melawati.. light supper and then terus balik titon..

p/s: bie, buat nyomet nyomet bie.. hehehehe.. rabbit ayg tanak!

CONVO!! yeay!

2005-08-21T02:15:00.000-07:00

yabadabadu.. convo.. excited? mestilah.. sebab tak sangka dapat convo ngan bie.. same day same session.. tu yang best tuh... asik babai babai jer kat dlm hall... hehehe.. dahtuh arini complete set sume baru.. hehe.. baju baru, tudung baru, kasut baru, brooch baru =P pendek kate sume baru.. bau kedai dah hall tuh.. =P and today rase spesel la kot coz dapat bunge.. ermm.. bile pikir pikir balik kan, bukan senang nak dpt bunge.. for me la.. org lain tatawuuu.. kalo bf diorg suke bagi bunge, okla kot.. tapi takpe.. bukan big issue pon coz me pun tadekla suke sgt bunge bunge ni.. but kalo dpt sekali sekale tuh rase syok la jugak kan.. hehehe..

dan yang paling tersangat best ialah my family meet his family.. tadaaaaa.. tapi kan malu ah.. =P rase cam nyorok jer dlm robe mase tuh.. sib baik dedua family sporting.. kehkehkeh..

ermm.. ape lagi nak story eh pasal convo ni.. tadelah dah kot.. ooo.. haa.. by the way, thanx to Azren, Ija, Bara’ and Amy coz datang memeriahkan suasane.. ermm.. eh korang nak tengok tak.. gambar dulu - 1998 dan sekarang - 2005.. hahaha.. kelakar la kan bie..

p/s: hehehe.. ayang comot ke bie?

last but not least, congrats to all my frens!

happy birthday bie laling! =)

2005-08-19T23:48:00.000-07:00

Today im off.. haih.. 1st week keje dah cuti.. convo punye pasal.. pepagi lagi dah bangun, gi breakfast ngan bie.. bie comel ari ni pakai baju putih.. =P then pergi la uia for rehearsal.. jumpe old frens.. seronok sangat.. lepas dah settle sume, terus gi amik baju convo.. yeay! my blue kebaya dah siap.. cantik and sedap dipakai.. tailor kat butik ni memang pandai jahit la.. terus anta tempah baju raya kat situ.. =) pastuh terus balik umah coz bie nak pergi sembahyang jumaat.. lagipon me pakai baju kurung yang sungguh sopan.. so terase sedikit rimas untuk jenjalan..At 2.30pm bie sampai kat depan umah.. ermm.. lupe nak cakap, arini besday bie.. so nak gi celebrate la ni.. me purposely choose to wear white shirt (saje nak match ngan baju bie.. =P) and purple tudung and sandal.. (coz bie suke purple..hehe) coz today is his birthday so i want him to be happy la..

Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday to my laling bie..

Happy birthday to you..

We heading to OneUtama.. belanje bie makan kat Pizza Hut.. order punyela banyak.. yang makan 2 orang je.. makan tak ingat dunia.. hehehe.. then we jalan-jalan and I decided to buy him a Armani Blackcode perfume for his bday's present.. pastuh gi makan dessert pulak kat Sri Melaka.. pastuh tengok movie citer Herbie.. best kan bie kan.. pastuh.. (berape byk pastuh daaa..) plan nak celebrate with our beloved frens tapi terpakse cancel coz azren ade class.. terpaksela postpone.. so we just pergi minum je kat Pandan.. lepak kejap jer coz both of us dah exhausted sangat.. ermmm… mase kat depan my house, i gave him a cute little teddy bear.. for hadiah convo.. take care of “herbie” ok sayang! =)

ok time to sleep.. sudah ngantuk.. seperti biasela bie gimme a gudnite call.. he said he was so happy today and how he wish that today is not going to end.. im hepi too laling.. =) my today’s mission completed! SMS from birthday boy:

Thank you so much for today baby.. I love you so much and always will.. Now I know how deep your love for me and I’ll keep trying to love you more.. Thanx! ;>

Best kan? =P

best makan

2005-08-11T23:50:00.000-07:00

heheh.. had loads of fun today.. becoz 2X BIE banje makan today.. best! best! (^_^)
A&W for our lunch just now. Had a float with chicken sandwich. OMG. The calories!!! but never mind.. bie banje! =) .. makan dalam kete je.. sebab.. sebab haze teruk, takde parking, crowded sgt, and malas nak queue.. sib baik A&W provide service "layanan berkereta" ni.. order, makan and bayar dari dlm kete.. waahh..sungguh senang.. =)

my meal and bie's meal:

kenyang gile beb! sampai office dah ngantok!

pastuh balik office bie amik lagi.. pegi The Mall.. carik baju kurung for my convocation's day.. tapi takde yang cantik.. kalo ade pon mahal gile.. tak mampu ahh.. sampai RM750 sepasang.. heart attack! =( takpela.. try carik tempat lain nanti..

sebab haze teruk kat luar tuh taleh la makan kat gerai-gerai, so decided makan laksa shack.. never been here actually.. lengang gile.. order ABC and assam laksa.. bie order laksa sarawak.. layan gile! sampai jadi ular sawe.. brrrpppp... best arrr.. balik terus mamai.. kenyang plus penat! tapi best.. abihla.. bertambah gemok la lepas ni.. =P

ermmm.. miss my bie! thanx for the meals! =)

dear boss,

2005-08-08T21:09:00.000-07:00

RE: Letter of Resignation from Your Employment

I regret to inform you that I am resigning from my position as ABAP Developer Associate for the XX XXXXXXXXXX XXXX XXXXXXX Sdn. Bhd, effective August 12, 2005.

Regarding to this matter, I really hope that HR could provide me the confirmation letter of the buy-out amount of my training bond and breakdown bonding amount as well as the notice period amount after offsetting my leave entitlement so that I can promptly settle the payment by 12 August 2005.

I want to take this opportunity to thank the company for the opportunities for professional and personal development that have been provided for me during the last 8 months. I have enjoyed working for the company and appreciate the support provided me during my tenure with the company.

If I can be of any help during this transition, please let me know.

Sincerely,

miss faisyura.

errrmmm.. hope this is the rite decision la.. coz it deals with such big amount of money.. RM XX,XXX.XX .. huh! wish me luck!

salah shopping..

2005-08-06T22:58:00.000-07:00

ermm.. ari ni ari shopping.. dalam kepala nak beli baju raya and baju for convo
so here is the list:
1. since tema tahun ni kaler kuning, so kene la cari kain kaler kuning.. + tudung
2. ready-made baju kurung for convo + tudung
3. beberape helai kain lagi utk baju raye + tudung (blue, brown+gold,???)
4. brooch

at the end, i got these in my hand:
1. tudung: 2 black + 1 cream
2. 3 kain utk baju kurung: 2 green + 1 purple <-- bukan utk raye.. =P
3. 2 brooch

ermmm.. baju raye tak dapat.. baju convo pun tak dapat.. kene shopping for 2nd round.. =)

sakit pale la..

2005-08-04T15:02:00.000-07:00

rase nak balik tido.. tak larat! jumpe doctor tapi tak dapat mc.. hampesss =(

me & virgo

2005-07-28T15:33:00.000-07:00

memang unbelievable!!!

2005-07-28T06:13:00.000-07:00

okay.. what i mean here is my boss.. i mean my big boss.. CK is now listening to Jamal Abdillah and Siti Sara duet song.. title : Sandarkan pada kenangan.. okay.. u may say.. "so, what's the big issue here?".. only my colleagues will understand.. i guess diorg pon mesti terkejut jugak if they know bout this.. =)

it's unbelievable becoz he stayed in U.S and only come back to Malaysia once in a month.. i didnt believe that he can "layan" malay songs.. hehehe.. now i know that he can listen to malay songs.. ok..shhhhh.. haaa.. he now tengah layan lagu M.Nasir.. waaa~~ tak percaya nyer.. yelah, yesterday i met his sons.. they cant even speak malay well.. ade slang-slang sket la.. itupon "terima kaseh".. so i tought maybe diorg tak biase sgt dah dgn malaysia ni since they live in u.s.. huhu~~ tak sangka nyer...

ermm.. tu dia tgh dgr lagu Jangan Pisahkan.. =)

semua sudah berubah..

2005-07-15T18:00:00.000-07:00

eceh.. sorry for the title.. a bit karat.. takde idea and malas nak pk..
tapi btolla tuh.. skg sume dah lain.. dah tak same cam dulu.. kite tulih point form la nak..

1. azren skg sudah jadi part time student in uitm.. and this coming august, he will move to shah alam.. to a new company, new house-to-stay.. huhu~~ and he got new bag too.. =) lepas ni dah susah nak lepak kat maju cam selalu.. and takleh la dia jadi driver aku lagi.. hehehe..

2. bara' nak kene transfer ke kelantan.. huwawawa~~ lagi la takleh lepak sesame.. walopun dgn pemergian dia ni aku akan aman (since dia ni suke ejek aku pendek, ejek mulut aku, kacau kaki aku dgn kaki dia yg pjg tuh, kate jari aku mcm rantingla..) tapi still la sedey jugak.. takpe, pergila ko ke kelantan.. pegila berdarah hidung kat sane.. =P janji tiap2 bulan jgn lupe melawat kitorg sudahla.. =P

3. me myself pon ade gak berubah.. make a big decision.. so somehow my life pon change jugak.. tapi tak payahla tulis kan.. let it be a secret..

4. my career as abaper pon.. =(

5. ...

ape lagi ek??? ade lagi tak ek? ermm.. ????

6. ha..ade ade.. idris dah jadi bang long.. =) heee.. jgn marah

my future? my career???

2005-07-08T00:42:00.000-07:00

=(

=(

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waaa~~ sedey.. sedey.. tapi takleh tulih..
sbb nanti.. nanti.. ala.. takleh tulih la..
sbb kalo tulih jugak.. nanti.. nanti..
takde papela..

=(

shop til you drop.. =P

2005-07-01T21:00:00.000-07:00

yeay.. dah dapat gaji.. best best.. rase macam lame sangat bulan ni.. pokai gile dah.. tapi rase happy tuh kejap jer.. heee.. sebab.. ermm sebab.. tak sampi 24 jam duit dah tingal half..hahaha.. bayar sane bayar sini.. pastuh banyak pulak mende yang nak kene beli.. eh.. memang kene beli ker saje beli ek? ermm.. susah nak differentiate.. tapi beli pun sebab nak pakai kan.. so tak di kire membazir kan? kan? (ayat sedap kan ati..) tu la.. ni sume salah Jaya Jusco la. .sape suh buat sale semalam.. =( kan dah ranap duit.. eiii.. takot laks.. baru 1st day dah start nak sangap.. tu la pompuan.. tau dah takde duit tapi takleh nak control shopping habit.. aisey.. tapi takpe.. janji best!!

tapi.. tapi.. skg pon tgh pening.. banyak wedding nak kene attend.. ala.. nak kene beli baju lagi.. =( smlm dah over budget.. ala.. ala.. cemaner.. ??? tanak la jadi cam Rebecca Bloomwood.. tapi.. tapi.. nak tanak mesti nak kene beli jugak.. kalo tak, takleh g wedding.. sebab takde baju.. so kene beli jugak.. kena la cut budget lain.. tapi takkan nak cut budget makan.. cannot~ cannot~.. makan taleh cut.. walopun dah gain few kilos skg ni.. huhu~~ ermm.. cemaner ek.. ha.. tau dah.. ni dikire emergency la kan.. terpakse kuakan savingla.. =) yeay!! ok.. janji ni last.. last kua kan saving sebab nak shopping.. pasni tak dah.. promise!! hehehe.. =)

main game.. yeay!

2005-06-24T11:23:00.000-07:00

ari yang sungguh bosan kat opis.. pastuh mas bagi game.. heee.. kusyuk budak2 satu opis ni main game.. best gak la.. try la..tau-tau jer dah kol 5.30.. =)

aku takde mood arini..

2005-06-22T16:17:00.000-07:00

aku btol2 takde mood.. dgn keje yg byk berlambak2 takleh nak solve.. ermm.. sungguh tak keruan aku arini.. terus jadi pendiam arini.. huhuhu~~ tgh aku layan blues dgr lagu2 indon ni.. aku ingt laks yang has telah dedicate dis song to me..eh eh.. for us.. hehehe.. title hadapi dengan senyuman by dewa.. wah.. sungguh syahdu sekali..

hadapi dengan senyuman
semua yang terjadi biar terjadi
hadapi dengan tenang jiwa
semua kan baik-baik saja

bila ketetapan Tuhan
sudah ditetapkan, tetaplah sudah
tak ada yang bisa merubah
dan takkan bisa berubah

relakanlah saja ini
bahwa semua yang terbaik
terbaik untuk kita semua
menyerahlah untuk menang

huhu~~ hanya kite je yg paham kan has kan...
oh has.. jom mkn coklat.. =P
eh taleh..taleh.. hahahah..

arrrrrrrrr.... aku rase sungguh down sekali..

dah 3 kali dah..

2005-06-20T03:30:00.000-07:00

tension btol la.. dah 3 kali dah dpt tiket which the dateline mesti one day after(fyi, ticket is my work..) bukan aper.. pastuh somehow i just cant solve those tickets bcz some technical part that beyond my knowledge.. and have to wait and wait and wait for someone to assist me, response to my problem here.. while waiting for that the reminder keep coming through my mail.. huh! d latest ticket is due tomorrow.. ok fine.. but the time taken to excute one report is 1 hour.. i've got 3 report to execute.. and my work is actually to debug d program.. to fix some error.. so do you think i can finish dat by tomorrow at 3p.m? i dun think so.. cz each time u made a change in ur code, surely u gotta test it rite? each test take about 3 hours.. i think i just cant finish it tomorrow..

p/s: im writing dis blog bcz im bored, waiting for the execution to complete.. =(

genting fun!

2005-06-14T22:49:00.000-07:00

im on leave today.. leave all my works.. to have fun wif my boyfriends.. hahaha.. dun get me wrong.. they are my bestfriends.. all of us had applied for leave just to have fun at genting.. except idris.. he lied to his boss, said dat he was ill and cant come to work.. hahaha..

we woke up early in d morning.. opss.. no.. no.. i woke up early and wake idris up.. they promise to fetch me on 7.30am..but i just cant believe them la.. so i didnt rush dat morning as i knew dat they will be late.. so i keep calling them.. and guess what.. they only arrive at my house at 8.30am.. haiyaaa.. dis 3 guys memangla! ;T then we heading to taman melati.. to have a quick breakfast.. and reach for the bus at 9 am.. i was well-equiped with my balm.. hehehe.. me takot muntah dlm bas.. =P but im not.. heee.. azren pulak yg pening.. hahahha..

when we arrived there, the first game we try is space shot.. hahaha.. i really enjoy dis ride.. exciting G-force on the way up and a feeling of weightlessness on the way down.. pheww~.. but idris and bara seems so regret trying dis ride.. hahah.. lemme tell you ha.. it rides us with 67km/h.. what makes me laugh during the ride is they are shouting diff way.. instead of "aaaaaaaaaaaa~~" they shout "wei wei wei~~".. i laughed at them and yet my fear dissapear.. spoil my feeling la.. haahaha.. the next ride is go-kart.. ermm..not so exciting.. bcz it just like mesin rumput.. ahhaha.but mine is the fastest.. im leaving them behind all laps.. yehaaa~..then we tried the corkscrew.. the only double-loop roller coaster in Malaysia that speeds and spins up to a height of 90 feet above the ground. dis really drive idris and bara histeria.. they said they will never ever ride it again.. enough for one time in their lifetime.. apela.. tgk azren.. maintain jer.. he didnt shout at all..for one whole day we enjoy almost all the game there.. except the flying coaster.. i didnt try it since they are not willing to accompany me.. plus it cost us rm10 per ride.. quite regret but never mind.. we really had a good time nway.. ermm.. the photos are not upload yet.. later i'll.. in my fotopages ok..

azren and his KFC =P

2005-06-13T10:40:00.000-07:00

hahaha.. hahaha.. nak gelak lagi.. hahaha.. padan muka azren.. kene paw ngan aku.. hahaha.. tu la.. over confident lagi.. nak lawan ngan aku sangat.. hahahaha.. still nak gelak lagi.. =P kan dah kene blanjer kenny rogers.. huhu~~ best! best! cayang daddy!! =P

tu la, i told u oredi.. amcorp mall mane ade kfc.. kalo tak, takdela aku kebulur kfc kat melawati.. confident sgt la ckp ko penah deting kat situ la, apela.. tgk.. kan dah kalah.. kan dah melayang duit.. owh.. sedap sungguh ayam keni smlm.. hahahahaha..

contest

2005-06-10T17:46:00.000-07:00

last nite i went to proton showroom.. nearby giant supermarket.. i went there with azren.. we wanna see the new proton baby.. proton savvy.. ermm.. for me i like the model.. it's cute.. lampu pon cantik.. =P but i really dun like the interior.. design n quality.. yeah.. i know savvy's price quite cheap.. therefore they may be want to cut the cost.. dat's y the interior look terrible.. for me la..
1. i hate the door.. the color and quality! both!
2. i hate the meter.. they in yellow color with a big cap!! huh~~
3. the new system of reverse gear..
4. ermm.. if u view this savvy from back with the light on, ermm.. it looks a bit like darth vader..me takot..hehehe..

but the rest, i really love it.. somemore savvy is affordable.. then i went to perodua showroom.. ermm.. i can say dat i like myvi more than i like savvy..but..
myvi body really lembikla..mcm aluminium..i think kalo ade budak hit myvi, surely myvi can kemek.. and the worst is myvi is expensive.. better to buy gen2.. cz for the performance savvy is better but for the comfort, myvi la menang.. so to all buyer, it's up to you la..me.. bukan nak beli pon..compare jer.. =P

ckp psl savvy ni, i read the newspaper dis morning.. baru tau.. rupanye savvy tuh budak uia yg reka name tuh.. padanla tak best..hehehe.. yg paling jeles sekali sbb dat girl dapat satu savvy.. cet! hampes.. dengki btol aku dgr.. tapi dah rezeki dia.. tapi bile pikir-pikir balik kan, macam best je kan..masuk contest pastuh menang hadiah best.. bangge tuh.. tapi somehow i think i dun really have a luck to win any contest.. may b cz im not a confident person.. hehehe =P so i talked bout dis winning a contest issue with HAS.. ermm.. then somehow we got the spirit to try any contest.. to see if we may have the chances to win or not.. hehehe.. so dgn poyo nye we go to watson, guardian and giant.. search for any contest.. yang easy easy punye la.. hahaha.. since we r so chocaholic so we try to join the kitkat contest.. hahaha..as a result we bought a lot of kitkat.. enough for one month stock. =P abihla gemok~~.. huhuh.. takpe takpe.. investment utk menang.. hahaha.. so just hope dat we win the contest la..

it's small world after all..

2005-06-01T18:08:00.000-07:00

while im busy chatting wif has, connie came and introduce one new guy.. ermm.. seems like every month we will have a new face here.. so at 1st, i just ignoring them.. but then when i looked at him.. lorrrr.. he was my ex-classmate when i was form 3... never tought dat i will work in the same office wif my own classmate.. we never met each other for about.. erm.. erm.. 9years i think.. haih~~ pusing-pusing jumpe org yg same jugak.. ermm.. tetibe teringat lagu mase kecik2 dulu.. it is a small world after all~~.. ermm.. tak ingat sgt tapi jom nyanyi jom~~

it's a world of laughter, a world of tears, it's a world of hopes and a world of fears, there's so much that we share, that it's time we're aware, it's a small world after all, there is just one moon and one golden sun, and a smile means friendship to every one, though the mountains divide and the oceans are wide , it's a small world after all, it's a small world after, it's a small world, after all, it's a small world after all, it's a small, small world~~ yeay..

ermm.. cam seronok jer ingat time kechik-kechik dolu.. main je keje.. pastuh selalu kene marah sebab nakal sangat.. jatuh basikal la, jatuh longkang la.. huh~ cam tak percaya jer aku ni nakal cam budak laki.. tapi memang pon.. sebab tuh aku malu nak jumpe kawan mase kecik2.. hehe.. ermm.. penah ade satu time tuh aku gaduh ngan abang aku, gaduh teruk.. sampai mak aku pun tatau nk pujuk cemaner dah.. dahtu, ayah aku tension sgt, dia pon gari tangan aku ngn abg aku.. sorg hujung sane, sorg hujung sini.. (ayah aku dulu polis.. =P).. kesian aku kan~~ hehehe.. ayah aku bukak gari tuh pon lepas kitorg tertido.. huhu~~ ermm pastuh kan mase aku darjah 2 kan aku selalu curik duit ayah aku sebab nak main tikam.. hish..teruk kan..sib baik dah besar tak jadi kaki judi.. hehehe.. penah gak kantoi.. hehe.. tapi ayah aku tak marah la.. cume dia pesan kalo nak duit, mintak la.. dia ingat aku nak beli gule2 kot.. tuh yang dia tak kisah.. hahaha..
kat sekolah pulaks aku selalu tak buat keje sekolah.. pastuh kene denda ngan cikgu.. lari pusing padangla.. ketuk ketampi la.. diri atas kerusi la.. yg paling best aku sorg je pompuan yg kene denda.. yang lain sume laki.. haha.. tapi walopun aku nakal tapi aku terer math and sains.. eh bukan.. ape tuh.. ha.. alam dan manusia.. so cikgu tetap syg aku.. haha..perasan gile.. =P yelah, aku mmg malas buat keje sekolah tapi aku suke activity dalam kelas.. dlm kelas aku selalu cepat jwb soalan cikgu.. ermm.. lukisan pon aku terer gak.. tetiap minggu aku nyer lukisan tampal kat board belakang class.. muzik pon aku suke gak..selalu buat persembahan hari isnin and wakil sekolah.. tapi aku rase sume cikgu yang ajar aku tau aku mmg malas buat keje sekolah, dari tadika sampai la mrsm jasin.. yg aku ingt kat matrik baru aku rajin buat assignment.. ermm.. kire alhamdulillah la aku dah grad.. dh jadi programmer.. kalo ingt2 perangai aku dulu, ish.. ntah jadi apela aku ni..ermm.. papepon aku miss sgt kwn2 aku kecik2 dulu.. aizan, betty, shila, shahril, iman, mala, etc etc etc.. yang paling sedih, bile ingat betty dah xde dah.. =( dah dekat setahun dia pergi.. alfatihah..

ermm..ni gmbr aku ngn kakak2 aku, abg aku and yg sorg kat blkg tuh aku tatau saper.. =P..

still waiting~

2005-05-27T16:28:00.000-07:00

ermm.. they had routed to me a hr ticket.. oklahoma.. dis is my 1st ticket cz before dis, im working under charlottesville's.. the routed date is 25/05/2005 as written by Mr. Kenneth in office's whiteboard but until now, i didnt start to work on it.. not my fault.. cz im still waiting for my access ID to oklahoma.. still not approve.. =( and d dateline is on monday.. 31/may.. huh~~ is it means dat i have to come to ofis on dis weekend?? yeah.. i guess soo.. eh kejap eh.. kejap tau.. (..meeting wif my .NET team member..)

ok.. back.. so i got the feedback from the .NET presentation yesterday.. yip say overall it's good.. but still we got the comment.. such as preparation, time management, presentation skills.. we need the feedback to improve our weaknesses.. as for me, im a bit panic..yeah.. memang panic pon.. =P 1st time presentation in front of all d big bosses including CK and Ricky.. cuak gile~~
so we hope we can improve our weaknesses in our next final presentation.. but luckily yip said dat me and has dun need to present cz he wants TC and lee to handle it since they dun present yesterday.. hahaha~~ lega seh.. ermm..so 2 weeks from now is the next presentation.. we gotta prepare so dat we wud not repeat our mistake again.. my job now is to continue doing d research and to complete our final report.. malasnyeeeeee~~...

makan satay~~

2005-05-24T23:07:00.000-07:00

it was 5.30pm.. hujanla pulak.. ermm.. tengok ramai jer yang melepak kat depan ambank... tengok hujan.. =P mostly guy.. ermm.. ikut ati aku memang nak redah jer tapi.. isk cam pelik pulaks.. btol ker ni.. aku rase takdela lebat sangat.. tapi lebatla jugak kot untuk diredah.. tapi apesal mamat2 ni duk tunggu jer.. aku ni dah le pakai baju kurung kaler pink gitu.. kene ke control ayu ek..? haha.. maleh la aku nak pikir.. redah jer ah.. bukan nyer lencun sgt pon.. aku pon redah jer la hujan tuh sampai la kat lrt.. hahaha..yang kelakar tuh.. bile aku toleh belakang, sume mamat2 tadik pon ikut redah jugak.. heeee.. tadi control ensem sangat.. apela diorg ni.. =P ermm.. then as usual azren fetch aku kat wangsa maju..biase memang lepak minum kat maju terus.. tapi bile sampai sane, alahai penuh la pulaks.. then kitorg duk jer dalam keta.. tunggu idris ngan bara' sampai..sempat jugak la aku prektis presentation aku bout .net.. then kitorg decide pegi minum kat kg pandan melawati.. jumpe idris kat sane.. heee.. he just came back from his vacation- jakarta.. and he bought us a shirt.. mine purple color but quite big.. but thanks a lot.. i like it very much!! tapi kene anto tailor la kot.. =)

aku memang dah lame dah mengidam nak makan satay.. so bile bara' dah sampai, kitorg pon menuju la ke kajang.. hehe~~ makan satay.. 60 cucuks.. sume makan laju gile.. lapar sgt.. tambah2 lagi hujan.. memang layan la.. bara' mkn paling byk -17.. haih! tak padan ngan kurus kering.. idris ngn azren - seri 16, aku kalah ah.. 11 jer. .tp tu kire byk ah.. selalu paling byk aku balun pun 7 jer.. =P bile dah kenyang, sume jadi ular sawe.. apelagi.. balik umah terus titon~~zzzzzzz

afos!

2005-05-15T18:22:00.000-07:00

ermm.. lame dah tak update blogcanai.. quite bz sket.. ecehhh.. =P ermm.. nak tulis ape ek.. ha.. i went to AFOS : asian festival of speed at sepang.. i went there wif idris and his SPOC team.. best gile weih.. bangun awal gile pagi tuh.. tu pun idris yang kejut =P, nak bangun sendiri janganla harap.. lagi la malam tuh my 2 nieces datang rumah nak tido dengan i cz atiyah demam.. so malam tuh i have sleepless night la.. isk isk!! so around 8 am we arrived at kelana jaya.. having breakfast there.. entah apesal i dun have desire to eat.. excited sangat kot..hahaha.. so i just drink teh tarik.. then, after semua SPOC team dah sampai, kitorg pon convoi beramai-ramai..cun jer tgk sume satria line up kat highway.. smpi kat sane, kitorg pon jenjalan la tengok kereta2 club lain..wah~~ cantik betul diorg bikin kereta diorg.. sampai naik julingla mata aku ni..hehe.. pastuh kitorg lepak kat grandstand tuh tengok race.. there were about 3 race kot arituh.. PORSCHE INFINEON CARRERA CUP ASIA , Formula BMW Asia and ASIAN TOURING CAR CHAMPIONSHP.. and all dat i can say is the races are hot! a lot of incidents happen.. there's one of the Porsche cars caught fire!!! demn! i cant believe it.. d driver still speeding eventhough the was a big flame at the back of his car.. n byk jugakla accidents lain yang jadi... ape ape pon i respect to proton impian team (driver's name is mohd farique) cz they win the 2nd place.. first place is of coz la BMW.. (for asian touring car championsip).. ermm.. i had uploaded some of d photos in my fotopages.. so feel free la to visit my page.. klah.. chow!

Team building

2005-05-10T09:49:00.000-07:00

adei.. sakit sungguh badan ku.. hahaha.. i guess almost all of my ea team member do feel d same.. sume ni gara-gara team building la ni.. actually, last saturday me and my colleague went to selesa home hills for our team building event.. when i arrived at my office around 7.20am, i saw dat my frens were ready to leave.. hahaha.. ngam ngam la ni.. if i was late for another minute, surely i cant join them.. hehehe.. thanx to idris for driving fast..in the bus, we are so excited..macam budak sekolah pegi rombongan pulaks.. i was sitting with has..my makanmate.. we bring a lot of stock.. i mean food stock.. =P just in case..hehehe... nips, tamtam, kitkat, munchies etc etc.. haha.. sume favourite makanan ader inside d bag.. on the way to selesa, we start to distribute our stock and start to eat.. we were so hungry at dat time.. (i mean, me and has.. hehehe) bcz we tought dat we r going to have bfast bfore we leave but then it's not! feeza made sandwich for us but she didnt give it to us eventhough i already give her hint dat im so hungry.. huh! so we just eat whatever we had inside our bag.. owh..pity us! ermm..when we arrived there, we hv our bfast and start d activities such face drawing, parachute making, outdoor telematch, river crossing, jungle hunt, compass game, archery and spider web.. hahaha.. memang fun sgt2! like william said "Through hot sun, windy sun and hard rain we have finally got through the whole event.".. luckily the trainer provide us a raincoat so dat we can continue our event eventhough there was a quite heavy rain in the evening.. thanx to my "ARTFUL" team.. for all the enjoyable and cherish moment.. hehehe..we then ready for home around 6.00 pm.. finally feeza give us her sandwich.. hehehe..we ate it on the way walk to d bus.. i feel so tired dat day.. so i sleep early around 8.30pm and woke up in the next morning at 7.00 am.. pastuh i start to feel pain all over my body.. i cant even walk.. huhuh~~ still i feel d pain today.. n hehehe.. it's not only me la.. my frens also do feel pain.. hahaha..padan muke kite sumer..

new hp pc..?

2005-05-04T04:57:00.000-07:00

we've been waiting for so long.. and now all the new computers are here..there..still in the box... were nicely arranged.. near the kitchen.. ermmm.. flat screen monitor... wah!! so excited... cant wait to shut down dis laptop and store it in the store... hehehe.. but then.. seema came to my place and say dat.. "zura! we cant chat!"...glupp! cant chat at all ha? we are only allowed to browse, access our lotus notes, and of course our vpn connection to our server.. demit la.. i cant imagine how my office-life could be.. hehehe..for all these time, mostly i spent my working hours by chatting.. or cetim ( has's spelling =P ).. but now, evthing is blocked! so whattodo? huh! any idea??? so.. ermmm.. new hp pc.. is it good news or bad news? hahahaha... nway, my team, enjoy our new pc.. and enjoy our working hours tooooo...

lonely =S

2005-04-22T11:15:00.000-07:00

ermm.. ngokngek betul lah bebudak EA ni.. majority of them taking leave today.. except me, kerry, seema and boys.. huh.. sangap aku dibuatnyer.. hehehe..somehow i miss them so much today.. walopun selalu nyer diorg ni selalu mengacau hidup aku.. hehehe.. tgh sangap2 cam ni terase feel pulak nyanyi lagu si akon yang ala-ala chipmunk tuh...lonely im so lonely... i have nobody... to call my owwnnn... im so lonely, im mr. lonely...i have nobody, to call my owwnnn...~~hahaha.. see! tuh.. my boss mr. ricky oso tergezut.. "what an empty office today.. hey.. so you guyz, why u all didnt take a leave today?" hahaha.. no one answer.. just a smile.. i believe all of us have our own gud reason why we didnt taking a leave today.. as for me, i already took a leave last week and im planning to take another leave next week..so dat's my reason.. lagipun kalo cuti ari ni pun nak buat aper.. tido jer kat umah cz member2 aku sume bukannye cuti.. so baik g keje..lagipun arini friday dah..esok dah cuti lagi..so what to do ek today.. project blom ader reponse lagi.. ermm.. isk..tension pulak tatau nak buat aper.. some more laptop ni tersangat la lembap...kene penyakit ape pun aku tatau.. nak main game nanti kene sound lagik ngan boss baru tuh mr. kenneth.. eleh.. leceh btul la..dulu mr. melvyn tak penah pun sound personal.. dia suh cover2 sket jer.. isk.. sangap btul ni.. nak sneaking out la kejap.. hahaha..

choose!

2005-04-19T04:31:00.000-07:00

i hate to choose. i dont know how to choose. and. i cant choose. it is easy to choose if there are 3 options or more. but i find it's hard to choose between 2 options. LEFT or RIGHT. YES or NO. HERE or THERE. TAKE IT or LEAVE IT. owh! im stuck. so, i have to choose.

cruelty at it's worst

2005-04-18T10:28:00.000-07:00

i was like "OMG wat have they done to dis cutie creature?" ~tears drop! sob-sob-sob~~ im not sure whether dis thing is really exist or not. but still, this makes me mad even if it is a joke! owh, come on! animal cruelty is not funny. bonsaikitten is the cruelest thing dat i ever see. i never knew that people can be soo evil and have no feelings for this cute kitten. ermm..so bad. i hope dis is not real. but if it is happen for real, i think i'd like to see someone stuff people who enjoy doing this in a jar instead and have their bones melted.

no idea

2005-04-05T12:22:00.000-07:00

i was watching TV, malay drama.. then my mom's phone rang. she then answer the phone and start d conversation. at 1st, i just ignore her but then suddenly i heard d words "kawin lagi"..wooo~~..hot news..
i try to figure out with whom she's talking..with all the details on d conversation i finally got d answer. lemme share it here..i write in BM la ek..baru ade feel sket..

ader la satu pompuan ni..tak taula nak declare dia kakak or makcik.. her age is around 35 la kot..takdelah tua sangat... i knew her since i was kid. kalo nak dikire, dia ni pangkat kakak jer la kan..tapi sebab dah rapat dari kecik, i called her "Acik Emma".. dia ni tersangatla lawa, putih, baik, sopan, rajin, etc. etc. etc. So ramai lah jejaka-jejaka yang admirer dia kan..berebut-rebut nak jadikan wife. so dalam banyak-banyak tuh, dia fall in luv dgn satu mamat ni..i used to call him "cik din". so, they got married. she now has 2 sons.. the eldest is 10 and the youngest is 5. but their life isnt easy as others. as they got married, she found out dat she got a kidney disfunctioning problem. and the worst is while she was pregnant her 1st child, she had to choose between her life or her baby. the doctor said dat she has to abort her baby to save her life and if she's abort her baby now, she will lost all d chances to pregnant again. it means dat she will has no chance to have a child for d rest of her life.
family, relatives advice her to think deeply and we will support her no matter what is her decision. and finally she choose to save d baby..so at dat time we just pray to God to make evthings ok. Thank God, she's safely bore a baby boy. but her health is still worst. we can tell dat she's doing dat for her husband. to make him happy. to make him proud to become a father. so day by day they live happily..tambah lagi satu baby boy. so, seems like they managed to face all d prob. sampai la satu tahap ni, acik emma ni sakit teruk..both kidney dah tak function..dia refuse nak pegi dialisis sebab dia taknak susahkan hubby dia. hubby dia ni keje mekanik biase. so xdela duit sangat kan..she feels like all dis time dia dah susahkan hubby dia, so dia taknak susahkan lagi..so family pun simpati, kutip duit and pujuk dia..but she still refuse nak pegi hospital..and one day dia dah koma..masuk ICU..doctor kata takde harapan dah..menangisla hubby dia, anak2 dia..tapi family sume bagi hope lagi...n thank god again,she's survive. so sume ok balik..then lame dah tak dengar citer diorg ni..tapi sume org taula betape baik nyer acik emma ni yg tak pernah nak susahkan hubby dia..betape la dia sayang sangat hubby dia.. dia pun dah sihat sket la skg..

then, just now i heard dat her hubby nak kawen lain.. oouuch~~ and i heard dat she's agree with her husband's decision. and all d families mestila marah kan..duit nak makan pun cukup2 jer,ade hati nak kawen lain.. yang lagi best, cik din ni nak kawen dgn jande anak 4. itu yang sume orang tak puas ati..bcz pple know their financial background..memang tak cukup nak tanggung. acik emma tuh siap cakap kenape tak pilih anak dara.. but her hubby says, he's in love with dat women..so macam mane..what da ya think? acik emma said she's ok.. but she's worry dat her hubby cant afford to take care of 2 wives,6 kids...huh~~

i know deep down inside she's feels so sad and down.. she sacrified a lot for her husband and now she has to sacrifies again..for her husband's happiness..whatever pun, i dunno what to comment..mayb bcz im not marry yet..so i dun really understand the problem.. so i just hope dat acik emma can face all dis prob..hope she can find her happiness too..

p/s: kalo hubby sakit, wife mesti jage sampai end of his or her life..kan..kan..
ish..dis thingla make me put the 'marry-issue' on hold..=p

ermm..another sad story..quite similar: BILE HATI SUDAH MATI

me luv spongebob

2005-03-31T17:25:00.001-08:00

i was sleepy. i walked to seema's place. then i saw her busy answering a quiz. i asked her: "hey, what ya doing?". then she excitedly answer me. "hey, im a spongebob!!". im so confused. what happen to her? what is my question actually eh. ooo. she's doing a " what cartoon character are you?" quiz. so she's belong to spongebob. i feel so jelous. cz i love spongebob. hehe. (why im so emotional then...=p) so i decided to try mine. hehehe.
the result is..jeng..jeng..jeng..

You are Sponge Bob Square Pants:

You are the classic person that everyone loves. You are the best friend that anyone could ever have and never want to lose. You never cause harm to anyone and they would never not understand your feelings. Life is a journey, it's funny and calm for the most part. Stay away from traitors and jealous people, then you will be stress free.

hehehe..actually i dun mind what is my personality. i just want to belong to spongebob type. so, here i m and im happy. hahaha...i alwes got chemistry wif him, my hero, spongebob..hahahhaha

so here's spongebob and patrick..as requested by Hafiza Habib from EA Consulting Asia Pacific Sdn Bhd

hepi bday.. ABEER PAUL

2005-03-30T14:41:00.000-08:00

opss..forgot to mention..today is abeer's birthday..means he is 26 today..he received a sweet yellow card, choc and mouse-keychain from us: EA team..sorry abeer..we can only buy u dis sweet little things since salary isnt in yet..huhuhu~~..nway, hope u hepi and enjoy..may god bless u..before i end dis entry, let's sing him a hepi bday song: 1..2..3..start:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ABEER...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...
by d way..abeer, be good..u'r getting older..=P.. shud i say dat it's rite time for u to end ur single status???? who's agree wif me?? oh~come'on abeer..

women & shopping

2005-03-30T09:32:00.000-08:00

today is 30th mac. tomorrow i will hv my salary. cant wait for dat. since im broke. really. huh. y so?. i dunno if it's only me who really shopaholic. my fwens, i mean gurls, also do shopping. but i guess im d QUEEN. you know y? bcz i really cant control my shopping habit. i guess my motto will alwes be :

I WORK TO SUPPORT MY SHOPPING HABIT.

i can easily spend all my money. no matter what shop im in. i just love to buy. sometimes i try to control dis habit by only doing window shopping.but then. i cant sleep. thinking bout dat thing. ermm..then feel so regret. so to eliminate dis kind of feeling regret, so i come to d conclusion. oh. i'll go again tomorrow and buy. then now i can smile. =P but then i feel regret again. cz then im broke. huh. hahaha~~but at least i got what i want. hehehe...it just dat i turn my money into somthing (eg. clothes,shoes,handbags,etc...) and i keep it inside my wardrobe...=P

but still then i know and realize dat dis habit will ruins my life. so i need to be carefull. so my mission for next comin' salary is still shopping but not overspend. can i really do dat? not sure. but lemme try 1st n i'll report the result end of next month. hopefully there will be NO SALE at all during APRIL. and hopefully im so bz so dat i cant do windowshopping..and hopefully no nice shirt, pants,bags are sell. n hopefully.. wah~~so many hopefully then to make me accomplish my target..huhu~~it's ok. i'll take d challenge! Gudluck for me then..

just a lil crush..

2005-03-25T16:12:00.000-08:00

so today is day five. in my office. as usual, i did nothing except wasting my time. quite bored. after lunch, i sit at my cubical..hoping dat something interesting will happen..to fill up my another-5-hour-to-go..but then something unexpected happen.
really suprising me. it really spark my feeling too. it's bizzarofanzine. he ping me in my YM. oh~~bizzarofanzine. sound very familiar. but then who is he? arrrggghh.. i cant remember anything bout dis bizzarofanzine. but im pretty sure dat dis name used to be so close wif me. oh~~ im sori. may b not so close. but quite close. my mind keep struggling to recall any memory bout dis bizzarofanzine. but somehow i failed. still clueless. i guess it was stored in d deepest area inside my memory space.

so i decide to reply his hi..and start our conversation. and after a few minutes. then i knew. it was him. my CRUSH during my school days in kota tinggi. wah~~ what a big suprise. my long lost fren. i guess it has been almost 7 years we didnt contact each other. totally lost contact. not sure where we did go wrong. actually i neva forget him. somehow i still can remember him. tall. mysterious. no feeling. stranger. ego. but handsome. im not sure why im so into him. feels like i want to know him more, explore his real life. cz seems like he's so unique. but huh~~ hard task to complete. cz he's not kind of easy-going or more accurate, i can say dat he's not d kind of easy-to-talk-wif. so can u imagine how difficult was my mission? haha~~ and unfortunately i had to leave SMSKOTATINGGI and go for MRSMJASIN. but then i decided to put an effort to call him. not sure how many times. but after a few calls, then we manage communicate. stage dat i neva tot could happen. but it did. im happy. but then it stop. until today. we start back.

but now situation seems differ now. he got his own life. same goes for me. but i hope dat we will not lost our frenship again.

Special conversation

2005-03-24T14:52:00.000-08:00

i miss my cutie sweetie nieces which currently in dubai rite now.. both of them give me a special words through YM dis morning.. waa.. i feel so alive.. cz it has been almost 2 months i didnt talk wif them.. aqilah is now 3 years old and afiqah is one and a half.. huh~~ can't wait til they coming back end of dis year.. mayb la.. next month qilah will be in nursery.. my sis want her to mix up wif the kids there.. it's also for her preparation for her year 1 in school.. she really excited talking bout going to school.. while afiqah now can speak..

miqa2005 (11:15:59 AM): mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmmmmmini v f tgulisl,
faisyura (11:16:07 AM): HAHAHAH
faisyura (11:16:11 AM): mesti qilah
miqa2005 (11:16:24 AM): bbbbadik laa mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmini v f tgulisl,
faisyura (11:16:30 AM): oooo
faisyura (11:16:35 AM): fiqah ek..
faisyura (11:16:44 AM): wahh
faisyura (11:16:46 AM): rindula
miqa2005 (11:17:01 AM): n nh //.,b m.....;olhei.; bb kb
miqa2005 (11:17:08 AM): iuym brvev f 12e1edi..
miqa2005 (11:17:41 AM): yg baru td q lak...
faisyura (11:17:49 AM): HEHEHE..
faisyura (11:18:33 AM): diaorg xtanyer kitorg ke ngah?
miqa2005 (11:21:29 AM): ada gak ttibe ingat sebutlaaa...kemain bebdk nie.
miqa2005 (11:24:24 AM): aritu masa tgk album,q kata nak g umah nanny,nnt acik bwk jlan2 naik keta
faisyura (11:24:41 AM): iye..ala sedey pulak

huhu~~ i miss them so much.. muaaahhh muuuaahhss

something missing...

2005-03-23T16:03:00.000-08:00

when i log on to my YM, i put my status 'empty!'..
and suddenly..my fren ping me and ask:

t_a_q_i : apa yg empty?
faisyura : my life i guess
t_a_q_i : huh?
t_a_q_i : why so?
t_a_q_i : you have great friends <<--- yes, they are..thnx dude!
t_a_q_i : you have a great job <<--- not sure..
t_a_q_i : you've got a loving parents <<--- yes, they are
t_a_q_i : you've got cute nephew and nieces <<--- yes, they are
t_a_q_i : you're young <<--- am i? =P
t_a_q_i : you're pretty <<--- am i? =P
t_a_q_i : whats missing?

so..whut's missing actually? he's rite.. seems like i have it all.. so why shud i feel like dis? i oso dunno.. it's quite hard to explain..but as he said in our conversation: in the whole situation, it makes sense for us to feel dis way for sometimes at least..and d solution dat he suggest is: sabar.. yeah.. he's rite again..kene sabar go through dis phase la kan.. hope dat GOD will gives me dat missing thing.. so dat i wouldnt feel like dis.. AMEEN..so while hoping to HIM, i must continue my life..enjoy every moment with what i have rite now.. ignore all d sadness and d emptiness feeling.. hopefully i will found dat missing thing sooner..but yet i dun have any idea what is dat thing actually.. huh~~!!

--another--unhappy--monday--

2005-03-21T10:19:00.000-08:00

++ > so damn tired and sleepy..
++ > unstable relationship wif him..oh dear~~
++ > got meeting at 3pm..
++ > no chocs inside my drawer..
++ > im broke~~ help!

uhhhh~~ my brain is a female..yeeehaa..

2005-03-18T08:31:00.000-08:00

ermm..cool quiz.. i got it from un's blog..

Faisyura's Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male

Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

++C L I C K H E R E T O S E E W H A T 'S U R S++

sauna oh~ sauna q + _+ p

2005-03-18T00:04:00.000-08:00

yesterday, as usual my mom pick me up infront of menara pj.. so, then we head to tmn permata for sauna.. ermm.. my mom alwes go for sauna but me, neva! so, dis time my mom ask me to join her cz it has been more than 2 month she didnt go sauna wif her frens.. ok since i was there, y dont i just try once rite? hehe.. uh~~i feel dat im really into W O M E N phase..hahaha.. on d way to tmn permata i was so sleepy and since im not driving today (it's my mom's turn to drive.. hehehe) so better i sleep..ZZZzzzz..hehe..when i opened my eyes, ooohh.. 'kite dah sampai.. lets go =)..'i said excitedly.. but d fact is im not.. d exact words dat i wanna say is "mom, im so sleepy..mayb next time?".. uh..tak sampai hati pulak nak cakap.. hehehe..bcz she's my mom.. n i luv her.. muahmuahssss..

we climb d steps and my mind still in sleeping mood..when we enter d boutique, i quickly sit and continue my sleep while my mom busy wif d registration and she go 1st for d sauna.. me, waiting here.. continue to sleep.. and demn! i cant sleep.. what a noisy people here.. huh~~ there are 2 man-dat-i-called-aw-aw busy making a stupid jokes.. feel like i wanna shout 'Shut up la abg pondan!!!' tp hehe..huhu~~ takotla.. who knows then they may kick me out from dis boutique.. ok better for me to keep silent.. i wonder whut should i do now.. boring! and whoooppsss.. i saw magazines..yeay~~ok bisingla abg pondan.. i dont mind.. i got 'works'.. hehe..aku kan pantang jumpe magazine..=P ..

ok done.. my mom's look very tired.. but she enjoyed.. then, now it's my turn..after waiting for 30 minutes to heat up.. then i enter d sauna and enjoy my 1st sauna..after 5 minutes, i did sweat a lot..huh~~ it's hot..but still relaxing..while im in there, my mom somtimes came over to check me.. 'r u ok or not?'..i replied confidently.. 'im ok.. im doing great..best best..=D'..my mom flash a sweet smile..ok mom, go away..leave me alone..hehehe..after about 20 minutes..then im out..i guess i was able to stay in the sauna longer which i guess is better for overall health.. konon la.. then i weighted myself.. omigod.. i lost 1 kg..hehehe..good news ha =D.. i should go for next time.. while d owner of d boutique want to measure my expected decrement on my waist..suddenly..huhu~~ i felt like d world is spinning..and..then..tuuuuukkk..gedebannnngg..hahaha..u guys guess what happen to me..hahaha..im blackout..huhuhu~~pity me..wakakaaka~~malu aku seeehh..

when i opened my eyes, 1st thing dat i saw is aircond.. n a lot of people around me..including abg2 pondan itu.. huh~~what happen..my mom doesnt look panic.. dgn maintain nyer dia urut kepala aku.. 'is it hurt?'.. ape yang sakit nyer? aku pon x paham.. actually they r worried bout my head since my head and face hit d door.. benjol weih kepala aku..kesian aku kan.. then i started to laugh bcz i think dat what had happen is really funny..ader ke org pegi sauna pengsan..hahaha..diorg pun gelakkan aku balik.. xper..xper..bagi chance la.. hari ni hari aku..esok korang pulaks.. cz huh~~ serik dah aku nk pegi sauna lagik..hahaha.. then after a few minutes relax then i feel ok.. settle d payment.. go back!! but my head still pening lagi..bcz of dat i have to cancel my date wif my frens.. xdapatla nak melepak kat maju.. then i take a shower, dinner.. and sleep again..ZZZzzzzzz..dats all for today..

p/s: ha..has gelak kan aku la tuh..=P

O k a y .. t o d a y i s a l w e s t o d a y..

2005-03-17T00:45:00.000-08:00

today's outfit: blue shirt, black pant, grey tudung, black handbag, black sandal, greenish gray jacket (i dunno exactly whut color is my jacket actually..)..
i didnt take so long to choose my outfit for today.. d main reason is i woke up late.. and i have to rush in order to avoid a non-stop speech by my mom.. no time to stare at my wardrobe and macth d colour for today's appearance.. huh~~ i really wish dat i could continue my sleep for another 3 to 4 hours.. can or not? of course cannot.. so today i left my "half pink" room untidy.. let it be like dat today since my life also in a mess too.. who makes my life messy? me myself i guess..
mayb i suffer a why-i-cant-be-like-her syndrome.. bcz i alwes adore other's life.. it's not dat i hate my life.. no.. no.. it's not like dat.. somehow i just think dat they're luckier than me.. but only for a certain reasons.. d rest i think im ok with my real life.. yeah..sometimes im happy, sometimes im not.. dat's what we called it life rite.. i guess life will be so boring if it static to only one comfort stage.. should be like roller coaster la.. at one point we r on top.. and another point we r down.. so then our life be so colourful like rainbow..ok what? ok, which one u prefer.. white plain or rainbow? i prefer rainbow.. cz at least i can experience diff colour of life.. d most imp thing is u hv to be good.. no matter what color u r in now.. good here means be good in evthing dat yu do..and remember alicia says in her song titledkarma ::Cause what goes around, comes around. What goes up, must come down...yeah..i agree with dat.. it's a fate, destiny.. just wait til it's ur turn.. so now, no matter how hard urlife is,just face it..and be positive..cz no matter what:: life must goes on..chow!

hehehe..forgive me ha my fwens.. cz i write somthing a bit serious entry today..

Headache!!! huh~~

2005-03-15T17:15:00.000-08:00

yesterday.. (which is monday.. )..so tired.. mayb bcz i was so bz last weekend.. and as a result, i got so painful headache today .. since yesterday actually.. when i reached my home yesterday, i slept til 11 o'clock.. itu pon bcz my phone was ringing.. i got 24 missed call and 8 messages in my inbox.. huh~~ i guess all my frens wonder where am i rite now.. yeah.. as usual.. i know they want to kidnap me for teh tarik at maju...sowie.. im not going anywhere la but lying on my bed.. wif my teddy bear and my lovely pink pillows.. i cant even open my eyes.. oso cant sit or stand up.. but im hungry..waa~~anybody please bring me some food..please.. but no one did.. ok..so i just walk downstair and try to find anything dat can fillup my empty stomach.. ooo..thank God.. my mom cooked meehun goreng..yummy.. and luckily i still got 3 in 1 milo packet.. hehe..so easy la for me to make hot milo..ok then, i clean up myself, change my clothes.. and ready to continue my 'journey'.. and oh yeah.. i should reply all the messages and missed call 1st.. ok.. done wif dat.. now i can sleep.. hopefully tomoro i feel better..

and.. today.. seems worst.. thinking for mc.. cannot loorr.. cz 2 times already i ask for mc : "Doc, i got headache la.. i feel dat i cant go to work today.. can i have mc?".. (which actually im not!).. huh~~ so whut should i do now.. i think go for mc is not a good idea eventhough im dying rite now.. so better for me to go to kedai mamak downstair and grab a panadol..

ok back.. there is one tablet panadol inside my body already and hope it start to 'work' la.. help me to eliminate dis pain.. ermm..mayb i need to sleep for a while but there's no such a good port to sleep.. dat's d reason y im writing this entry.. i cant focus at all.. even when i talked to my frens, i seem to think bout other thing which is not related at all.. huh~~ i hope you can understand whut i write here.. or else.. just ignore la dis entry.. i oso dunno whut is exactly my point..hahaa..mayb the main point here is to tell u guyz dat i got headache..hahaha.. ermm.. enuff bout headache.. lets turn to some other topic..

i just received 1 email from wendy.. somthing bout ur characteristic based on our bday date.. ok my bday is on 21 sept.. so im a DOVE.. It stated there dat:

If you are a Dove: You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life.Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected.In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware, it is easy for you to fall in love....

am i? easy to fall in love? naaaahhh.. i dun think soooo.. i hope dat i can easily fall in love.. so dat i wouldnt suffer bcz of one man dat i really luv.. hahahaha..whut da ya think bout dat? is it a true description bout me? YOU judge!

CK is here ('',') .. dun chat2 haa..

2005-03-11T16:24:00.000-08:00

ok.. let me write somthing bout today.. today is friday.. i guess eveyone tau la kan.. friday we dun hv mood to work.. sume buat muke toyer jer.. erm.. but to ea's staff.. cheer up guys.. CK is here.. so be good ha.. say no to frenster no YM no tokeikedai no blog no games whatsoever la.. please log on to ides4.7 and start to do ur code.. ermm.. but i think 14 of u bz wif d code except me.. me bz wif dis blogcanai.. hahaha.. i dun have mood too la..tired already wif meeting just now.. hey.. since im so boring la kan.. let me do analysis.. to see what exactly my ea team is doing.. ok let me start wif padimini since she's sitting beside me..
padmini: she's reading ABAP TEXTBOOK.. but she's reading her email too.. i wonder how she can read both at d same time.. =P
abeer: he's eating his kacang but his eyes in so into frenster..hahaha..
kerry is reading abap programming standard for our charlottesville's project.. she's really gudgal.. hardworking laa..ermmm.. mitchele is doing her SMARTFORM coding.. fiza is now sitting beside me, doing nothing but drawing cartoon.. let me see.. huh..not nice cartoon.. hah.. ayaaakkk.. she said she draw a cat.. but i tot she draw a bird.. how come arrrr??.. =P ermm.. my makanmate.. hasniwani..now she is bz surfing net..n also bz chatting.. but she cover her window wif smartform coding.. eleh.. xyah cover la.. be honest..chat je la terang2an..jgn hipokrit..hehehe.. TC pulak.. ermm.. bz discuss wif one of d abaper.. bout his ticket i think..ermm.. who else arr.. ooo..wendy.. i dunno.. i saw dat she's soo bz working with her code..ermm.. lee fen and william.. ayaaaakkk.. so far la.. but never mind.. im going to see whut they r doing..wait arr..

ok..back.. lee fen now bz reading her email in lotus notes.. no new email la.. i already check la..hahaha.. ermm..william..he's not at his place.. he's doing his work..dis guy memang la super duper rajin.. ader je mende dia nak buat.. mastura..ermm..chess..dis awek may b now shopping at klcc.. do shopping la tuh.. shannon just now i saw she chatting..so means she's chatting la rite now..no need to check.. opsss..almost forgot lee.. but as usual lah.. bz chatting.. ermm.. last but not least.. seema.. she's reading abap stuff.. textbook n some notes from internet.. rajin btol..dah ler pandai..ish ish ish..aku ni jer yang x sedar2 diri...ermm.. dahla..cukupla aku mengarut.. actually my point is to remind my ea team dat CK is here so.. erm.. malas nak tulis la..aku paste je la ek..email dari cik halimah kite ni..:

Hi,
Dear Ladies & Gentlement,
Pls take note that our big boss is here.
I would like to take this opportunity to remind all staff to be pay more attention to the break times for tea and lunch and also to keep your respective work area/cubilces neatly organized. This also includes making sure that your chair is put in proper order at most time today, especially before you go for lunch and b4 leaving the office. Mr. C.K is very particular about this, pls give your cooperation while he is around.
Your kind attention and cooperation is very much appreciated.
Thanking you in advance

ok..smpi di sini saje..tatatititutu

yg benar,

faisyura..

disahkan oleh:

feeza...ZZZZzzzzzz..-->dia tgh ngantok!!

my 1st entry for my blogcanai

2005-03-10T17:03:00.000-08:00

hye blog.. ermm.. ok now i am a blogger.. hahaha..finally.. i got my own blog.. which is unexpected la.. ok so dis is my 1st entry for my blogcanai.. i know dat dis blog's name sound weird.. but it doesnt matter la kan.. there's no rule in naming a blog rite?? so.. y i create my own blog .. hahaha.. i dunno la.. it's all started when im very busy reading other's blog.. and my ofismate came over and started the blog issue.. and they make jokes about blog and roti canai..huh.. i wonder what is d relation between these two diff things.. and william is the one who gives dis 'blogcanai' name.. ok then, what should i write here haaa.. tatau la.. actually i already wrote somthing bout life but then ... demn! kantoi lagi.. while abeer was helping me typing dis entry our team leader came to me and sit down in front of my laptop and daaaa~~ she saw all my ' internet activities ' during my opis hour.. aiiiyoooo.. pity me haa.. alwes caught in d act.. takper..takper..maintain.. hahahaha.. mmg aku ni muke jahat kot kat opis nih.. tu yg asyik kene jer.. =j okla..i think enuff la for dis time haa.. cz aku pon tatau ape lagik yg nk di tulih..tulih pjg2 kang korg boring laks.. hahaha.. hey, i wonder.. ader ke org yg bace blogcaai aku ni??? hahahaha...